Well, I'm going to hell
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And yesterday sucked. Then I switched lives and it was good. And mangoines or nectagos or whatever those mango/nectarine things are, are INCREDIBLE, just like the lovely dude who bought them for me. ;)
I really haven't updated properly in quite some time, I guess I should. What's been going on, in a word, is: insanity. My vacation was anything BUT a vacation because of my family. I really forgot how much I can't stand them between being at work or friends' houses all the time.
How I wish I hadn't been reminded.
They really make me physically ill. I could go on and on about the individual things they all do but that would probably just make me madder. Let's just say the screaming rarely stops, and when it does it's either because everyone is too pissed off to say anything, or they ran away. It's starting to drive me up a wall, and it's really pissing me off. Being pissed off all day isn't very fun. Especially if you're me. I VERY RARELY get truly angry at things, but I sure as hell am angry at this situation. It really makes me hate religion in oh so many ways, too, heh. I am so stressed out I could freaking kill someone. Blaaaah.
It appears that one of my two worlds has collapsed. Boom, crash, rubble. The other one isn't really helping me ignore that either. Now I really don't want to stay here any longer. I don't want to go to school in the fall because that means staying here. I want to just move far away and never look back. Or at the very least find some other place to live. I just don't see the point of living here unless I'm going to be going to school, and I don't think that if I move out I'll have any money for that because my parents will block me from getting to my account. Flarff.
So yes, my dilemma. Beautiful in its seemingly unsolvable nature. I'm ready to be a starving artist, I just don't actually want to starve to death. That would be unpleasant.
So who wants to rent out their basement/closet/garage and have an Anj live there? Eh? Eh? Takers?
Fuckin 'a.