Jun 24, 2004 20:33
my job is whoa. i love it. im working for the -g-o-v.even though its a cubicle job and i feel like a naked drag queen in a bad outlet store who refuses to dress in the marginalized clothing--who'd rather be bare than sport the bland trends of people who play golf and think beige pin stripes are daring. i do work 9-5 and im still working on the secretarial work thing. its high security and so important. i feel good about what i do.
tavaris and i are going out to dinner tomorrow night. hes a blast from the past! he just got my phone number from gina and we need to catch up! he plans to direct movies in cali after next year and ill be back there by then! so maybe we can start a prod. group with shawn and tavaris and i? three black professionals? im liking it. ill have to ask shawn...were already pahtnas informally i believe. hes got so many good ideas. and with us learning all that cool stuff with the cameras- im stoked. my first few movies were so much fun and i learned so much. i want to move on to longer ones though
. i call them movies but they were more like docs. i like docs. i have a few more ideas for some.
shawn and i still talk a few times every few weeks. we go back and forth over scripts and cool stuff like that. i wish he were going to see all of the stuff i will in europe. we have a lot of black issues we want to express and portray in our scripts so im excited. hes so wonderful although his time zone is not.
victor and i are getting close. i havent found anything wrong with him yet and he sang a get well song to me today! american idol? no no--which made it very cute. funny funny guy- we go to movies and hang out---hes cool and reminds me of dex.
richard def is my american idol. hes been down and its been a slice of heaven even though ive had to share him with a few other people. i just really need him to hug me and sing our song to me in the bathroom and shower curtain that he did- (his sister gear!) made me just pink. i just miss us going places together and singing and dancing. were each others safety net.
richard and i went to niefelds bon voyage pasta party and it was a smash hit, baby. we cranked out the jokes and we all had so much fun. danny and lara and danica and all the last kids from our troupe. the ones i really care about and have helped me through this year. i love them. im so happy niefeld is gonna be in ny. shes gonna learn so much. what a talented singer. mines gotten a lot stronger acutally i noticed. but it will all work out i know. im losing weight as scheduled for my headshots before i go to london. im stoked.
im a cubicle woman by day and a jewish ghost by night. im fruma sarah in fiddler on teh roof at flct. can you believe it? i just tried out for fun with ashley cause she works there and i got a part so im excited to have some fun with that. so between work and being jewish and trying to meet with my soror sisters ( gina, katwee, and ashwee) and meeting all their bfs and spending QT with amanda and trying to squeeze in a summer fling for me and write some scripts with my cali import.
vbs scenes for the youth group went ok- i directed some stuff for them to perform for the kids! one more week of that and then ill be done! oi!
i need some time to myself- rehearsals are sat and sun too! can you believe it??? uhh what a life- summers going to fly and then i dont know what ill be able to hold on to....if youve ever said anything funny to me-- know that im prolly going to recall it and stick in one of my scenes in the near future. im going to take journal entries from the past and make them into scripts.