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Unless someone can inform me how I change my username on LJ, then I might just delete this one, and make a new one.
It's a nice thought to be able to go back and read old things, but geez... I haven't in years, and that should say something about the convenience of reliving old wounds and hearing the echoes of ghostly cheers. Memories are good, but I can make better.
I've really dived into roleplaying again. Corny, yeah, but it's cool because, you know, I don't really care about the realities of 'stuff' anymore. I enjoy the things I have, although I must say I need more clothing. Someone could have easily stolen at least 75% of my wardrobe as it is, and I would never have noticed. But as far as stuff goes... I think I'm set, for now. I have truly higher aspirations, and roleplaying is a good form of cheap entertainment. It's a little time consuming, but at least I use it like a tablet to be as creative as I want.
I don't write nearly as much as I used to. This is a problem that needs to be addressed.
When I had NOOOTHING or NO ONE else, I used to write. Just constantly wrote when I wanted to talk to someone. This sounds really stupid as I reread this. I am being honest, though.
If you are a writer, or a painter, or whatever you do--its a part of your being, and you feel funny not doing it for a while, or like you want to.
Anyway.
I feel this is a new chapter in life. This is something different and uncharted. I have no idea where I'm going--I don't claim to know anymore. But it has been one bad ass ride! And I think it can only get better.
So, like I said, if anyone knows how to change (if its even possible) an LJ username, lemme know please. But if not, please look for a new name in the near future.
It's a nice thought to be able to go back and read old things, but geez... I haven't in years, and that should say something about the convenience of reliving old wounds and hearing the echoes of ghostly cheers. Memories are good, but I can make better.
I've really dived into roleplaying again. Corny, yeah, but it's cool because, you know, I don't really care about the realities of 'stuff' anymore. I enjoy the things I have, although I must say I need more clothing. Someone could have easily stolen at least 75% of my wardrobe as it is, and I would never have noticed. But as far as stuff goes... I think I'm set, for now. I have truly higher aspirations, and roleplaying is a good form of cheap entertainment. It's a little time consuming, but at least I use it like a tablet to be as creative as I want.
I don't write nearly as much as I used to. This is a problem that needs to be addressed.
When I had NOOOTHING or NO ONE else, I used to write. Just constantly wrote when I wanted to talk to someone. This sounds really stupid as I reread this. I am being honest, though.
If you are a writer, or a painter, or whatever you do--its a part of your being, and you feel funny not doing it for a while, or like you want to.
Anyway.
I feel this is a new chapter in life. This is something different and uncharted. I have no idea where I'm going--I don't claim to know anymore. But it has been one bad ass ride! And I think it can only get better.
So, like I said, if anyone knows how to change (if its even possible) an LJ username, lemme know please. But if not, please look for a new name in the near future.