What the..?!
What the hell is going on??
Damn, I feel like the world is spinning around my head once again. I don’t know why, recentely I’ve been having these strange dreams. I don’t know what to make out of them, once I dreamed I was 10 years old again. Playing with the friends I had around that time, the other night I had dreamed I was 15 years old again. That was even more weird as hell, almost close to reliving what I had been through around that time. Then I woke up and my boyfriend had sent me a text message, I was relieved I woke up from that dream and I didn’t want to fall in sleep again.
And last night, I had a dream from in the future. I had a baby etc. Just a normal day, with weird things in it (which is usual for dreams, every one knows that) but nothing bad happened etc.
I have mixed feelings going through the pit of my stomach. I don’t know what it is, a feeling of being left out of something. Almost everything, out of life at some times. I am happy, that’s not the problem. But there are so many things that I need to do, so many things I want to do and…… I don’t know. It’s weird. What the hell is going on?! >.<
I am walking behind with school and this time, it’s not my fault!!!!!
For crying out loud, you want to do your best and you just can’t do it. Because my books I ordered over a month ago didn’t come in. I had to order them all over again, only 15 weeks to go and I do need to get good grades!! >.<
Plus the fact that that stupid theory exam just wont let me pass! I feel like a stupid dwip nite… yeah that yeah :S
Lately, I just feel stupid… dumb..
I know I am not smart, never was and never will be. Who needs to be smart any way. You just have to know the facts of life, at least the clear ones. You know, don’t cheat etc. >.< I AM RAMBLING AGAIN!!
I want to start something new on the I-net, but that just wont come a long.
Mixed stupid fucked up emotions, I can’t make sense out of them. Well at least I don’t feel unhappy! XD That’s a good thing!
Xxx WyZ
Damn, I feel like the world is spinning around my head once again. I don’t know why, recentely I’ve been having these strange dreams. I don’t know what to make out of them, once I dreamed I was 10 years old again. Playing with the friends I had around that time, the other night I had dreamed I was 15 years old again. That was even more weird as hell, almost close to reliving what I had been through around that time. Then I woke up and my boyfriend had sent me a text message, I was relieved I woke up from that dream and I didn’t want to fall in sleep again.
And last night, I had a dream from in the future. I had a baby etc. Just a normal day, with weird things in it (which is usual for dreams, every one knows that) but nothing bad happened etc.
I have mixed feelings going through the pit of my stomach. I don’t know what it is, a feeling of being left out of something. Almost everything, out of life at some times. I am happy, that’s not the problem. But there are so many things that I need to do, so many things I want to do and…… I don’t know. It’s weird. What the hell is going on?! >.<
I am walking behind with school and this time, it’s not my fault!!!!!
For crying out loud, you want to do your best and you just can’t do it. Because my books I ordered over a month ago didn’t come in. I had to order them all over again, only 15 weeks to go and I do need to get good grades!! >.<
Plus the fact that that stupid theory exam just wont let me pass! I feel like a stupid dwip nite… yeah that yeah :S
Lately, I just feel stupid… dumb..
I know I am not smart, never was and never will be. Who needs to be smart any way. You just have to know the facts of life, at least the clear ones. You know, don’t cheat etc. >.< I AM RAMBLING AGAIN!!
I want to start something new on the I-net, but that just wont come a long.
Mixed stupid fucked up emotions, I can’t make sense out of them. Well at least I don’t feel unhappy! XD That’s a good thing!
Xxx WyZ