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Bad mood all of a sudden, and I need to get some things straight.
Why does anything with the music department always make me feel entirely sad. Maybe it's cuz I feel completely left out. Maybe cuz I absolutely only get a glance twice from...oh nobody...
My dad is pissed and me and I'm pissed at him. Very mutual. We talk about once a day, maybe when I say, NO!
My mom is mad to hell with my brothers about last night when they woke the whole house up at 2 AM. So when mom's mad, the whole house is in fear for their lives. Oh, and she might kick them out, either nowish or April...
I haven't talked to my two best friends in forever, and I really miss them so much.
I feel like I can't tell anyone what I really feel. I want someone there who will never judge me, but I know that it's never going to be possible. Everyone will tell me I'm crazy for...a lot of stuff, but hell, w/e.
I need to get a car soon, luckily my bro's are helping me.
I have to decide whether or not to take the summer babysitting job or do the summer musical... :(
I really need to get my grades back up, because at this rate...
HEADACHE just thinking about all of this. It may seem stupid, but it's what sucks right now...
Frou Frou clips...
Just hear me out - i'm not over you yet
It's love on the line, can you handle it?
I don't - wanna feel - anything
But i do
And it all comes back to you
______
If this is a question
Is maybe a lie?
If yes doesn't mean it
______
Sometimes I love, you know, it's all insane
Maybe it's time for me to pack it in
Oh, I've got a good mind to throw it all away
______
But then it's your life
But, you've only got one...
Why does anything with the music department always make me feel entirely sad. Maybe it's cuz I feel completely left out. Maybe cuz I absolutely only get a glance twice from...oh nobody...
My dad is pissed and me and I'm pissed at him. Very mutual. We talk about once a day, maybe when I say, NO!
My mom is mad to hell with my brothers about last night when they woke the whole house up at 2 AM. So when mom's mad, the whole house is in fear for their lives. Oh, and she might kick them out, either nowish or April...
I haven't talked to my two best friends in forever, and I really miss them so much.
I feel like I can't tell anyone what I really feel. I want someone there who will never judge me, but I know that it's never going to be possible. Everyone will tell me I'm crazy for...a lot of stuff, but hell, w/e.
I need to get a car soon, luckily my bro's are helping me.
I have to decide whether or not to take the summer babysitting job or do the summer musical... :(
I really need to get my grades back up, because at this rate...
HEADACHE just thinking about all of this. It may seem stupid, but it's what sucks right now...
Frou Frou clips...
Just hear me out - i'm not over you yet
It's love on the line, can you handle it?
I don't - wanna feel - anything
But i do
And it all comes back to you
______
If this is a question
Is maybe a lie?
If yes doesn't mean it
______
Sometimes I love, you know, it's all insane
Maybe it's time for me to pack it in
Oh, I've got a good mind to throw it all away
______
But then it's your life
But, you've only got one...