I'm very scared right now.
Scared because my cat Merlin is at the emergency veterinary clinic having minor surgery. He's an old cat; who knows what might happen. The thought of losing him... Arg!
Scared because the estimate for the work was nearly $600. And just when I thought we were getting past money worries...
Scared because I'm worried that
the thing I've been antsy and vague about won't occur.
Scared because I'm the only one awake here at midnight, waiting on a call from the vet, feeling alone.
Just one of those nights when things magnify each other, really.
I love you.
Sera