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the surgical procedure didn't go well. i am not healing and i have to do more tests and then he'll decide if he'll do major surgery next wednesday.
i saw the pix this time, my stomach looks so gross.everyone i sworried and i'm catching hell for it...i'm on a "no pointy things diet" dictacted by mom and my family is deathly worried cuz i have no appetite and my stomach hurts all the time.
on the bright side, my managers wre being great about everything and though this last month has been kinda hell on my nerves and health things SHOULD start looking up. i need things to get better...really bad.
my ex sold some of my pants so that takes a bit of the financial burdern off of me this month and he's being nice to me again...well it helps i'm being nice and not being an utter dick. i regret i've taken my bad mood out on a lot of people that i loved, i'm jsut so tired of nothing going my way and tired of being put on the defensive about stupid crap.
but i must say some of my reactions were still totally justifed and i don't regret them one bit.HAH.
thanks to anyone who has been kind and supportive during my time of need and willing to let my bitchy storm pass by, with not taking offense. prob'ly the people that need to read this don't....but i have taken pains to get on their good sides again as well.
i have felt like the orneriest old woman during all of this jsut begging for someone to piss me off so i can unleash my anger on the world. yeah i know so fucking dramatic...its so funny how i'm usually so peaceful and calming to be around, no one suspecting the bitchy granny that lives within.
i saw the pix this time, my stomach looks so gross.everyone i sworried and i'm catching hell for it...i'm on a "no pointy things diet" dictacted by mom and my family is deathly worried cuz i have no appetite and my stomach hurts all the time.
on the bright side, my managers wre being great about everything and though this last month has been kinda hell on my nerves and health things SHOULD start looking up. i need things to get better...really bad.
my ex sold some of my pants so that takes a bit of the financial burdern off of me this month and he's being nice to me again...well it helps i'm being nice and not being an utter dick. i regret i've taken my bad mood out on a lot of people that i loved, i'm jsut so tired of nothing going my way and tired of being put on the defensive about stupid crap.
but i must say some of my reactions were still totally justifed and i don't regret them one bit.HAH.
thanks to anyone who has been kind and supportive during my time of need and willing to let my bitchy storm pass by, with not taking offense. prob'ly the people that need to read this don't....but i have taken pains to get on their good sides again as well.
i have felt like the orneriest old woman during all of this jsut begging for someone to piss me off so i can unleash my anger on the world. yeah i know so fucking dramatic...its so funny how i'm usually so peaceful and calming to be around, no one suspecting the bitchy granny that lives within.