Jan 25, 2010 16:39
With me? Oh, this and that.
I happened to notice, all casual-like, my raise paperwork has been faxed and applied. I've not had my review-I hate having the review part, so now maybe if I'm quiet I'll never have to have it. Score!
I'm seeing a therapist. She's kink and lifestyle aware, so it's nice to at least not have to explain everything and have it instantly disregarded as self harm or what have you.
I attempted to be proactive about my health and have warts frozen off my foot. Pity she didn't numb me first. Or have a care where the fluid ran. Or, you know, basic medical stuff as she was working from an instruction sheet. Remind me to see real doctors more often.
My intention to stop using my credit cards has almost made it a month. This sucks. I don't like waiting for things, or making people wait for money I owe them, but, well, there you go.
I am trying to be more positive and stop taking on other people's problems. I might succeed at the first. I'm applying it to the new people at work, and trying to tune them out even though they're frequently wrong.
I hope to get to going to the gym more often. It seems to help my depression, and little else is of late.
Family stuff is strained and has lots of health stuff going on. I almost don't want to answer my phone these days. I suppose younger brother type makes it worthwhile on occasion.
If I seem odd or cold, it is just because I am tired of burdening other people with the constant litany of my woes, and I'm sure you're all sick of hearing it, so I'm trying to only say something if I have something nice to say, and sometimes it's just that I finished a book. I don't want to be avoided anymore and I'd be sick of hearing me. :P
I'm going to be at Capricon in February, and I'm taking the week between DucKon and AnthroCon off, so I'll have clean clothes and not die of stress. Smart me!