Preparations
So I am getting ready for college again, which will include an internship at the local Children's Museum. They are working on a program for diversity which they hope to use as a model for other children's museums around the country. They are looking to me to help do research on diversity, as well as various other things, including taking minuets at meetings and working in the museum itself to get experience. I'm really not going to be a secretary, but they would like it documented somehow and by doing this I would probably be able to turn the final result in as my project for the course. I was thinking of using the journal here as an aid in keeping track of my activities at the Children's Museum. The professor in charge thinks that keeping a journal would be a good idea and by keeping it here I could probably look back more easily.
In other news it's been almost a month now since my one friend stopped talking to me. Journals like this aren't likely to help the matter any, but I'm just completely confounded and don't know what else to do or where else to turn for an outlet for my frustration at this. Despite claims of not having time (which are not illegitimate - he's a very busy guy) he somehow does find time to respond to others or even chat with others, so I can only assume that something I said or did is causing the break. I'd apologize if I knew exactly what it was I were apologizing for... I may be wrong in my thinking here, but honestly if you have time to respond to everyone else but don't bother doing so with one particular person, wouldn't that indicate you have a problem with that person rather than a lack of time? I don't know. I'm not even angry so much as I am confused. I fear greatly he may never speak to me again - my worst fear really. *sigh* There's not much else I can do except try and go on and hope one day he'll decide to talk again, or tell me what's really bugging him...
In other news it's been almost a month now since my one friend stopped talking to me. Journals like this aren't likely to help the matter any, but I'm just completely confounded and don't know what else to do or where else to turn for an outlet for my frustration at this. Despite claims of not having time (which are not illegitimate - he's a very busy guy) he somehow does find time to respond to others or even chat with others, so I can only assume that something I said or did is causing the break. I'd apologize if I knew exactly what it was I were apologizing for... I may be wrong in my thinking here, but honestly if you have time to respond to everyone else but don't bother doing so with one particular person, wouldn't that indicate you have a problem with that person rather than a lack of time? I don't know. I'm not even angry so much as I am confused. I fear greatly he may never speak to me again - my worst fear really. *sigh* There's not much else I can do except try and go on and hope one day he'll decide to talk again, or tell me what's really bugging him...