Never gonna get it.
They just are never gonna get it. Never. Not one of them, or any of them.
They don’t get how she makes me feel.
They don’t get how she helps me breathe.
When she is near me, all the pain goes away. Even if it’s only for a little while.
When she lays her head on my chest, the voices quiet down. They can’t yell. They can’t scream. I can’t even understand the words.
When she puts her hand over mine, if I’m crying, the tears begin to dry.
When she loved me, it fuels me somehow.
But when she is gone, oh, when she is gone.
My mind is muddy like a swamp. I can’t think as clear.
My limbs are weak and fall to my sides.
My breath comes slower and harder to catch.
My world gets darker. My light fades.
My heart begins to tear all over again.
I know it’s not healthy. I know it’s not good. It shouldn’t be this way, but we are a bonded pair, Stronger together, and we were never meant to be apart this way.
I miss her so much.
They don’t get how she makes me feel.
They don’t get how she helps me breathe.
When she is near me, all the pain goes away. Even if it’s only for a little while.
When she lays her head on my chest, the voices quiet down. They can’t yell. They can’t scream. I can’t even understand the words.
When she puts her hand over mine, if I’m crying, the tears begin to dry.
When she loved me, it fuels me somehow.
But when she is gone, oh, when she is gone.
My mind is muddy like a swamp. I can’t think as clear.
My limbs are weak and fall to my sides.
My breath comes slower and harder to catch.
My world gets darker. My light fades.
My heart begins to tear all over again.
I know it’s not healthy. I know it’s not good. It shouldn’t be this way, but we are a bonded pair, Stronger together, and we were never meant to be apart this way.
I miss her so much.