May 21, 2009 09:37
Have you ever loved someone you've never met in person? Do you think it's possible?
I have fantasies of just selling everything I own, quitting my job and moving to where she lives and making a whole new life with her as the center of it. I want to hold her in my arms and make all her unhappiness go away.
She is so beautiful I don't quite know what to do with myself. It is, at times, rather excruciating. My heart swells, feels like it's trying to break free and run to her.
I am often a romantic. Sometimes to a fault. Well, I suppose in some people's opinion. ;)
Then I wonder if I'm good enough. Could I ever be? Gah - I feel like a kid with a crush.
But it's ridiculous, yes? One particular factor to consider. It's pretty significant. Isn't it? Bah. Too much reality in the way.
Stupid reality. :)