Feb 06, 2006 02:53
Wow I'm actually gonna sit down and type in this thing.. I never just sit down and reflect my thoughts anymore, maybe thats why I feel so fucked up inside right now. I was just wondering, ladies, whats the fuckin deal!? Why are you all so confusing? fuck! crap, i was just gonna type this long story, and i got half way thru it and after reading it i realized i sounded like a pathetic loser, so i deleted it... ok, so lemme just ask this, if you showed a guy some interest, and i dont mean like just gave him the "look" or something little, i mean if you basically flat out told a guy that you wanted him, and then he told you he liked you like 4 days later, would that surprise you? would that be something you didnt want to hear? ok, now imagine you have a boyfriend, and you still showed interest in this guy.. fuck im in a situation like this... this stupid ass girl that i wasnt interested in at all started showing me attention and then i started to like her, and then i found out she had a boyfriend that she "loves" one minute and the next minute is like "i dont know how much longer we'll be together." its fuckin confusing to me. and im fucking rambling right now
I found out my #1 weakness... its girls that show me attention. I dont know why, but ive noticed a pattern ive been following with girls for the past couple years JUST the other day. When a girl that i dont really know starts showing me attention i take it too fucking far. I have absolutely no control over it. Its like a girl gives me the right look and im like, putting on the "full court press" as my buddys call it.
And you wanna know whats really fucking confusing about you girls, why is it that you all say you want a man who will love you, and do all this shit for you, but you pick the badboy over the nice guy almost everytime? I dont fuckin get it!
OMG i sound like an idiot and im going to stop. oh yeah, fuckin seahawks lost today, that BLOWS!!!
night!