I Wanna Go Down With You: Ch. 19
Title: I Wanna Go Down With You
Author: Killer Kitten
Chapter: 19/?
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: C/Matt Hardy, C/Matt Hardy/Jeff Hardy
Summary: Jenn is living out her dream of being a famous rockstar. She has the fame, money, and a family of one daughter to prove it. But all she's missing is someone to share it with. When a past meets with a present, how will the future turn out?
8pm, Showtime
"SIN!! SIN!! EMILY SIN!! SIN!! SIN!! EMILY SIN!!"
The chants from the crowd were growing louder and louder for their hometown heroes to come onstage. All of the band members except for Jenn made it to the stage and the band started to perform. As they played, they all looked at each other trying to think of something to say to the crowd about where Jenn is. They all just shook their heads and played the first couple seconds of 'Even In Death' before hearing the voice of their singer coming from a trap door below the stage and rising through smoke and flames as if The Undertaker and Gangrel were making an entrance.
Give me a reason to believe that you're gone
I see your shadow so I know they're all wrong
Moonlight on the soft brown earth
It leads me to where you lay
They took you away from me but now I'm taking you home
I will stay forever here with you
My love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on
Some say I'm crazy for my love, Oh my love
But no bonds can hold me from your side, Oh my love
They don't know you can't leave me
They don't hear you singing to me
I will stay forever here with you
My love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on
And I can't love you, anymore than I do
I will stay forever here with you
My love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on
And I can't love you, anymore than I do
People die, but real love is forever.
"How are you doing Philadelphia? LET ME HEAR YOU SCREAM!!", shouted Jenn after the song had ended.
The crowd responded with loud cheers and some hardcore fans in tears just to be in the presence of their hometown heroes.
"This next song I wanna dedicate to a loving man...and it's about him, too! He's also gonna be singing this song with me as I and a couple other musicians on this tour have been helping him find his voice. For those WWE fans out there, let me introduce..JEFF..HARDY!!"
Clearly there were lots of Hardy fans in the crowd because when Jeff made his way out, the fans were going nuts. To satisfy their needs, he did his usual entrance of his pelvis thrust dance and jumping on top of speakers in place of ring posts and giving his salute to the fans. The band tried to give their own twist on Jeff's entrance theme as he did his thing onstage.
He hugged and kissed Jenn and grabbed a mic from one of the techies that worked on the tour. As the band was about to begin, Jeff made an announcement to the crowd saying, "Hey, listen guys. If my voice sucks....it's not my fault!! BLAME HER!!", and pointing at Jenn. She turned around with her mouth agape and ran and smacked Jeff in his back.
"This for you, Jeff! This is 'Like It'!"
Everything is different today
I like it, like it
I feel very different today
I like it, like it
I'm not gonna be in your parade
'Cause I don't like it
You think I'm a dirty little game
You think I like it
You made up this fantasy with me
But I don't like it
I want you to get away with me
That's how I like it
How do you like it?
Today I'm gonna fly (JEFF: I'm gonna fly!)
There's nothing that can keep me on the ground
Touch the sky
I'm free inside
You think you're the master, I'm the slave
You think I like it
You don't even know me anyway
That's how I like it
I'm getting ready to move on
But you don't like it
You can kiss your fairy tale away
I like it, like it
How do you like it?
Today I'm gonna fly (JEFF: I'm gonna fly!)
There's nothing that can keep me on the ground
Touch the sky
I'm free inside
Today I'm gonna fly (JEFF: I'm gonna fly!)
There's nothing that can keep me on the ground
Touch the sky
I'm free inside
JENN AND JEFF:
I'm free to do what I like
I'm celebrating my life
I'm free to be what I like
I'm celebrating my life
I'm gonna get what I like
I'm gonna celebrate 'till I die
I'm celebrating my life
Today I'm gonna fly (JEFF: I'm gonna fly!)
There's nothing that can keep me on the ground
Touch the sky
I'm free inside
Today I'm gonna fly (JEFF: I'm gonna fly!)
There's nothing that can keep me on the ground
Touch the sky
I'm free inside
The song ended and Jeff and Jenn hugged and kissed once more. Off mic, Jenn shouted to Jeff "I TOLD YOU YOU COULD DO IT, BABE!". He smiled and threw up the Hardy guns in celebration. Jeff didn't leave the stage, but stayed and danced in plain view for everyone to see as Emily Sin played on. Jeff's dancing was pretty amusing to the band as they went on.
"This next song is for both Jeff and this next man. Mostly for this guy because he's been through so much more than Jeff so I think he deserves to come out and watch us perform this song for him. Jeff, you can join in and sing along if you'd like. That goes for all of you, too! Goths and Gothiquettes...MATT..HARDY!!" Again, the band tried their own spin on Matt's theme song as he came out and, in old fashion Version 1, he threw up the V-1 and got the crowd rowdy. He made his way over to Jenn and placed his hands on her stomach where the baby was. He leaned his forehead against hers as they smiled into each other's eyes. Not to cause any rowdyness in the crowd, Jenn turned to the crowd and said, "Just so you know, me and Matt are officially a couple!" The crowd cheered louder as she turned back towards Matt and they kissed, hands still carefully placed on her stomach. "This for you, sweetheart! You are my....'Underdog'!"
JENN:
You are going down
You are going down
You are going down
JEFF AND CAMERON:
Down
At the bottom I have found
I cannot wait to get back in the fight
And send you straight to the ground
JENN:
Hide and seek
When I'm on the ropes
You wanna knock me down, knock me out
Your cheap shots are denied
JEFF AND CAMERON:
You're going down
You can't kill my soul and kill my dreams (JENN: Kill my soul and kill my dreams!)
You can't kill my soul and kill my dreams
Back down
JENN:
You are going down
You are going down
You are going down
JEFF AND CAMERON:
Now
You will understand me now
You don't want to come back to the fight
I've been the underdog all my life
JENN:
I can feel it
I will not stop until I see you down
On the ground
Cause I am still alive
JEFF AND CAMERON:
You're going down
You can't kill my soul and kill my dreams (JENN: Kill my soul and kill my dreams!)
You can't kill my soul and kill my dreams
Back down
You can't kill my soul and kill my dreams (JENN: Kill my soul and kill my dreams!)
You can't kill my soul and kill my dreams
JENN:
You are going down
You are going down
You are going down
You are going down
JENN, JEFF, AND CAMERON:
You can't kill my soul, kill my dreams (JENN: You are going down!)
You can't kill my soul, kill my dreams (JENN: You are going down!)
You can't kill my soul, kill my dreams (JENN: You are going down!)
You can't kill my soul, kill my dreams (JENN: You are going down!)
JENN:
You are going down
You are going down
You are going down
You are going down
Matt ran up and kissed Jenn, but she pulled away abruptly saying, "It's not over yet, Matty! Ha ha!" He gave her a goofy look as if to say she was crazy.
"Since this is my hometown..our hometown, I'm gonna make this night extra special!! We will give you, not one, not two, ....but THREE encores just for you guys!"
The crowd began to cheer loudly at the announcement.
"So, without further stalling, let's get the rest of show over with, what do ya say Philly??"
They cheering grew even louder as they began the rest of their set.
CX CX CX CX CX CX CX CX CX CX
The show continued with nothing going wrong and no major malfunctions. This was a raredy for not only Jenn's band, but any band in general. Jenn and the rest of Emily Sin were drenched in sweat by the time they started the first of three encores.
"I'd like to bring out Jeff again to sing this song that we were working on together. I'm hoping he will make me proud with this one as he's already made me proud thus far." The crowd let out loud "awe"'s for Jenn's sweet words to Jeff as he came over to hug her. Jeff was shaking a little as he hugged her. Jenn whispered into his ear as she guided him to the front of the stage, "You'll be fine baby. Just pretend this is like wrestling...except you're not getting hurt!" Jeff smiled at her as she walked away and left him front and center. She turned and said, "This is called 'Whispers In The Dark'!"
Despite the lies that you're making
Your love is mine for the taking
My love is
Just waiting
To turn your tears to roses
As Jeff was getting really into the song, he turned to Jenn and was caressing and doing sexual touches all over her as he sang, kissing her neck and feeling her up her crotch and breasts and doing whatever the song was saying.
Despite the lies that you're making
Your love is mine for the taking
My love is
Just waiting
To turn your tears to roses
I will be the one that's gonna hold you
I will be the one that you run to
My love is
A burning, consuming fire
No!
You'll never be alone
When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars
Hear my whispers in the dark
No!
You'll never be alone
When darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear my whispers in the dark
Jenn looked shocked at what he was doing, but deep down inside she was enjoying it..in public. He tried to pull her shirt off at the start of the next verse.
You feel so lonely and ragged
You lay here broken and naked
My love is
Just waiting
To clothe you in crimson roses
I will be the one that's gonna find you
I will be the one that's gonna guide you
My love is
A burning, consuming fire
No!
You'll never be alone
When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars
Hear my whispers in the dark
No!
You'll never be alone
When darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear my whispers in the dark
No!
You'll never be alone
When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars
Hear my whispers in the dark
No!
You'll never be alone
When darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear my whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark!
Jeff left Jenn nearly soaking in her own juices, luckily it couldn't be seen. He walked towards center stage and danced to the rest of the song.
"GIVE IT UP FOR JEFF EVERYONE!!" The crowd cheered for Jeff as he streamed some tears for doing an entire song without depending on someone else to help him out. Jenn leaped into Jeff's arms and they both hugged and kissed as she said, "You can see Jeff and his band Peroxwhy?gen touring with us this Winter!" Jeff shot her a shocked, open-mouthed look at her announcement. His body blocked hers from view on the side stage as they talked about it. She leaned his head down to hers and said, "We'll talk about it, but I'm making it happen whether you like it or not." Jeff smirked and layed a kiss on her. "Well you can make me do whatever you want as long as it's with you...and I get to be on you at times, ha ha." He winked at her as they kissed again. Jenn smiled as they broke apart and walked toward center stage. "Let's keep this going, guys!" As the next song started she thought of returning the favor to Jeff...and Matt as well. So she ran to one side of the stage and grabbed two chairs that she placed in front of the drumset. She walked over to Jeff and Matt and shoved them down onto the chairs. She worked on Jeff during the first part of the song and then moved on to Matt from the second verse on to do did some sexy stripper dances for them both....but they both eventually fought over her body.
Take a look at me now
Are you afraid of me?
All my life I've been held down
But now I've found me
CAMERON:
C'mon! Get up! C'mon!
No matter how you try (CAMERON: C'mon! Get up! C'mon!)
No need to apologize (CAMERON: C'mon! Get up! C'mon!)
It doesn't matter any way (CAMERON: C'mon! Get up! C'mon!)
'Cause I've given up on yesterday
JENN, DESIREE, AND CAROL:
Here I go again I'm takin' over
Proving all along you were draggin' me under
I know that you won't see me for who I am
So here I go again
CAMERON:
C'mon! Get up! C'mon!
Back off get outta my face (CAMERON: C'mon! Get up! C'mon!)
You had your way with me (CAMERON: C'mon! Get up! C'mon!)
It doesn't matter anyway (CAMERON: C'mon! Get up! C'mon!)
'Cause I've given up on yesterday
JENN, DESIREE, AND CAROL:
Here I go again I'm takin' over
Proving all along you were draggin' me under
I know that you won't see me for who I am
So here I go again
Again...
And when I'm high I never feel the pain
It seems like your a million miles away...
Away...
Jenn got off of Matt's lap and tried to tried to work on the both of them together. She grabbed the collars of their shirts and shouted the next three lines before shoving them down again and mounting both of them as if she were an animal on the proul.
You build me up, you tear me down
Your broken promises are done
And I'm through waiting!
JENN, DESIREE, AND CAROL:
Here I go again I'm takin' over
Proving all along you were draggin' me under
I know that you won't see me for who I am
Here I go again I'm takin' over
Proving all along you were draggin' me under
I know that you won't see me for who I am
So here I go again
CAMERON:
C'mon! Get up! C'mon!
JENN:
Take a look at me now (CAMERON: C'mon! Get up! C'mon!)
Are you afraid of me?
Jenn got up off of the boys and she turned to see the crowd in amazement at what she was doing. She took a bow from their cheers and also the band's cheers.
The crowd's cheers quickly grew louder, not from Jenn, but from the show going on behind her. Jenn turned to see Matt and Jeff both dancing to the band's random beats they were making up. They resembled the old entrance of Johnny Nitro and Melina, but with two men. Jenn laughed but felt strangely turned on by this. She quickly came up with an idea to make this even better. She signaled for Desiree, Carol, and Cameron to gather near her as they discussed her idea. They all laughed as they couldn't wait to see the reaction on the crowd and the Boyz faces. Cameron ran over to Tony on the drums and told him what they wanted to do. Tony seemed to be very excited by this spur-of-the-moment addition to the set list. Jenn couldn't help but laugh as she made the announcement.
"Okay guys there's gonna be a bonus song we're gonna do because of the dancing. We HAVE to cover this song just to see where this dancing's gonna go! Ha ha! It's not really a song a metal band would play but there's a first time for everything! And it's the end of summer so why not!? HERE WE GO! 1-2-3-4!"
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo...
Im packed and Im holding Im smiling
She living she golden and she lives for me
Says she lives for me
Ovation her own motivation
She comes round and she goes down on me
And I make her smile, like a drug for you
Do ever what you want to do, coming over you
Keep on smiling what we go through
One stop to the rhythm that divides you
And I speak to you like the chorus to the verse
Chop another line like a coda with a curse
Come on like a freak show takes the stage
We give them the games we play
She said-
I want something else
To get me through this
Semi-charmed kind of life..baby, baby
I want something else
Im not listening when you say..
Good-bye!
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo...
The sky was gold, it was rose
I was taking sips of it to my nose
And I wish I could get back there
Some place back there
Smiling in the pictures you would take
Doing crystal meth
Will lift you up until you break
It wont stop, I wont come down, I keep stock
With a tick tock rhythm and a bump for the drop
And then I bumped up
I took the hit I was given
Then I bumped again
And then I bumped again she said
How do I get back there to
The place where I fell asleep inside you
How do I get myself back to
The place where you said
I want something else to get me through this
Semi-charmed kind of life..baby, baby
I want something else
Im not listening when you say...
Good-bye!
I believe in the sand beneath my toes
The beach gives a feeling an earthy feeling
I believe in the faith that grows
And the four right chords can make me cry
When Im with you I feel like I could die
And that would be all right, all right
When the plane came in
She said she was crashing
The velvet it rips in the city we tripped
On the urge to feel alive but now Im struggling to survive
Those days you were wearing that velvet dress
You're the priestess I must confess
Those little red panties they pass the test
Slides up around the belly
Face down on the mattress
One...
And you hold me...and were broken
Still its all that I want to do just a little now
Feel myself heavy as the ground
Im scared but Im not coming down...no, no
And I wont run for my life...
Shes got her jaws now locked down in a smile
But nothing is all right, all right
I want something else
To get me through this...life, baby
I want something else
Not listening when you say...
Good-bye...
Good-bye...
Good-bye...
Good-bye!
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
The sky was gold it was rose (Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo)
I was taking sips of it to my nose (Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo)
And I wish I could get back there someplace (Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo)
Back there in the place we used to
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
I want something else (Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo)
"Thank you so so SO MUCH, Philadelphia! We had a fucking blast getting to entertain you tonight. I've missed my hometown more than anyone would ever know. But I'm happy to tell you that during my time away from home and away from the music scene, I've found friendships...I've found love...and most of all....I've found happiness."
The crowd cheered for her as she spoke her heartfelt words.
"And I'm very happy and proud to admit, that none of those things and none of this would've ever happened....if it weren't for each of you fans out there! GIVE IT UP FOR YOURSELVES!!"
More cheers were heard as she continued to talk to the crowd.
"So for our last song I'm gonna make this very heartfelt seeing as we won't see each other for a great while. And you guys really love our cover of this song so here we go. Enjoy The Silence!!"
JENN:
Words like violence, break the silence
JENN AND CAMERON:
Come crashing in, into my little world
JENN:
Painful to me, pierce right through me
JENN AND CAMERON:
Can't you understand, oh my little girl
BAND:
All I wanted
All I needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm...
JENN:
Vows are spoken to be broken
JENN AND CAMERON:
Feelings are intense, words are trivial
JENN:
Pleasures remain, so does the pain
JENN AND CAMERON:
Words are meaningless, and forgettable
BAND:
All I wanted
All I needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm
JENN:
All I wanted
All I needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm
BAND:
All I wanted
All I needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm
(JENN: SILENCE!) Enjoy the silence
(JENN: Ooh, SILENCE!) Enjoy the silence
(JENN: Ooh, SILENCE!) Enjoy the silence
(JENN: Ooh, SILENCE!) Enjoy the silence...
SILENCE...
Oh...
Ooh...
"WE ARE EMILY SIN!! THANK YOU VERY MUCH AND WE'LL MISS YOU!! GOONIGHT!!!!"
The band all went backstage along with Matt and Jeff. They both pulled Jenn aside, embracing and kissing her all around. She returned their affections with her own kisses and hugs. She shoved them away slightly to say, "The day's not over guys. You know that, right?"
Cameron and the others overheard her and yelled to them, "YEAH! WE GOTTA GO TO THE END OF TOUR PARTY! COME ON!!"
Jenn smiled at the band and Matt and Jeff as she broke free from their hold, running towards the parking lot to get to their buses and party. Matt and Jeff followed behind trying to catch up to Jenn. She quickly stopped making them nearly making them run into her and turned to them to say, "But you know....the real party will start when we get to my place in New York City."
She winked as their faces looked worried. "What's wrong boys?"
They both looked at each other not knowing how to give their news to Jenn in a way to not hurt her feelings too bad. With Matt being the much closer brother to Jenn, he came forward and guided her towards his chest. He placed his hands on her shoulders and looked into her eyes with a much sadder look on his face than any she'd seen before. It worried her enough to want to swell up with tears at the words he spoke.
"I'm afraid we won't be around for that...or even the baby."
Author: Killer Kitten
Chapter: 19/?
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: C/Matt Hardy, C/Matt Hardy/Jeff Hardy
Summary: Jenn is living out her dream of being a famous rockstar. She has the fame, money, and a family of one daughter to prove it. But all she's missing is someone to share it with. When a past meets with a present, how will the future turn out?
8pm, Showtime
"SIN!! SIN!! EMILY SIN!! SIN!! SIN!! EMILY SIN!!"
The chants from the crowd were growing louder and louder for their hometown heroes to come onstage. All of the band members except for Jenn made it to the stage and the band started to perform. As they played, they all looked at each other trying to think of something to say to the crowd about where Jenn is. They all just shook their heads and played the first couple seconds of 'Even In Death' before hearing the voice of their singer coming from a trap door below the stage and rising through smoke and flames as if The Undertaker and Gangrel were making an entrance.
Give me a reason to believe that you're gone
I see your shadow so I know they're all wrong
Moonlight on the soft brown earth
It leads me to where you lay
They took you away from me but now I'm taking you home
I will stay forever here with you
My love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on
Some say I'm crazy for my love, Oh my love
But no bonds can hold me from your side, Oh my love
They don't know you can't leave me
They don't hear you singing to me
I will stay forever here with you
My love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on
And I can't love you, anymore than I do
I will stay forever here with you
My love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on
And I can't love you, anymore than I do
People die, but real love is forever.
"How are you doing Philadelphia? LET ME HEAR YOU SCREAM!!", shouted Jenn after the song had ended.
The crowd responded with loud cheers and some hardcore fans in tears just to be in the presence of their hometown heroes.
"This next song I wanna dedicate to a loving man...and it's about him, too! He's also gonna be singing this song with me as I and a couple other musicians on this tour have been helping him find his voice. For those WWE fans out there, let me introduce..JEFF..HARDY!!"
Clearly there were lots of Hardy fans in the crowd because when Jeff made his way out, the fans were going nuts. To satisfy their needs, he did his usual entrance of his pelvis thrust dance and jumping on top of speakers in place of ring posts and giving his salute to the fans. The band tried to give their own twist on Jeff's entrance theme as he did his thing onstage.
He hugged and kissed Jenn and grabbed a mic from one of the techies that worked on the tour. As the band was about to begin, Jeff made an announcement to the crowd saying, "Hey, listen guys. If my voice sucks....it's not my fault!! BLAME HER!!", and pointing at Jenn. She turned around with her mouth agape and ran and smacked Jeff in his back.
"This for you, Jeff! This is 'Like It'!"
Everything is different today
I like it, like it
I feel very different today
I like it, like it
I'm not gonna be in your parade
'Cause I don't like it
You think I'm a dirty little game
You think I like it
You made up this fantasy with me
But I don't like it
I want you to get away with me
That's how I like it
How do you like it?
Today I'm gonna fly (JEFF: I'm gonna fly!)
There's nothing that can keep me on the ground
Touch the sky
I'm free inside
You think you're the master, I'm the slave
You think I like it
You don't even know me anyway
That's how I like it
I'm getting ready to move on
But you don't like it
You can kiss your fairy tale away
I like it, like it
How do you like it?
Today I'm gonna fly (JEFF: I'm gonna fly!)
There's nothing that can keep me on the ground
Touch the sky
I'm free inside
Today I'm gonna fly (JEFF: I'm gonna fly!)
There's nothing that can keep me on the ground
Touch the sky
I'm free inside
JENN AND JEFF:
I'm free to do what I like
I'm celebrating my life
I'm free to be what I like
I'm celebrating my life
I'm gonna get what I like
I'm gonna celebrate 'till I die
I'm celebrating my life
Today I'm gonna fly (JEFF: I'm gonna fly!)
There's nothing that can keep me on the ground
Touch the sky
I'm free inside
Today I'm gonna fly (JEFF: I'm gonna fly!)
There's nothing that can keep me on the ground
Touch the sky
I'm free inside
The song ended and Jeff and Jenn hugged and kissed once more. Off mic, Jenn shouted to Jeff "I TOLD YOU YOU COULD DO IT, BABE!". He smiled and threw up the Hardy guns in celebration. Jeff didn't leave the stage, but stayed and danced in plain view for everyone to see as Emily Sin played on. Jeff's dancing was pretty amusing to the band as they went on.
"This next song is for both Jeff and this next man. Mostly for this guy because he's been through so much more than Jeff so I think he deserves to come out and watch us perform this song for him. Jeff, you can join in and sing along if you'd like. That goes for all of you, too! Goths and Gothiquettes...MATT..HARDY!!" Again, the band tried their own spin on Matt's theme song as he came out and, in old fashion Version 1, he threw up the V-1 and got the crowd rowdy. He made his way over to Jenn and placed his hands on her stomach where the baby was. He leaned his forehead against hers as they smiled into each other's eyes. Not to cause any rowdyness in the crowd, Jenn turned to the crowd and said, "Just so you know, me and Matt are officially a couple!" The crowd cheered louder as she turned back towards Matt and they kissed, hands still carefully placed on her stomach. "This for you, sweetheart! You are my....'Underdog'!"
JENN:
You are going down
You are going down
You are going down
JEFF AND CAMERON:
Down
At the bottom I have found
I cannot wait to get back in the fight
And send you straight to the ground
JENN:
Hide and seek
When I'm on the ropes
You wanna knock me down, knock me out
Your cheap shots are denied
JEFF AND CAMERON:
You're going down
You can't kill my soul and kill my dreams (JENN: Kill my soul and kill my dreams!)
You can't kill my soul and kill my dreams
Back down
JENN:
You are going down
You are going down
You are going down
JEFF AND CAMERON:
Now
You will understand me now
You don't want to come back to the fight
I've been the underdog all my life
JENN:
I can feel it
I will not stop until I see you down
On the ground
Cause I am still alive
JEFF AND CAMERON:
You're going down
You can't kill my soul and kill my dreams (JENN: Kill my soul and kill my dreams!)
You can't kill my soul and kill my dreams
Back down
You can't kill my soul and kill my dreams (JENN: Kill my soul and kill my dreams!)
You can't kill my soul and kill my dreams
JENN:
You are going down
You are going down
You are going down
You are going down
JENN, JEFF, AND CAMERON:
You can't kill my soul, kill my dreams (JENN: You are going down!)
You can't kill my soul, kill my dreams (JENN: You are going down!)
You can't kill my soul, kill my dreams (JENN: You are going down!)
You can't kill my soul, kill my dreams (JENN: You are going down!)
JENN:
You are going down
You are going down
You are going down
You are going down
Matt ran up and kissed Jenn, but she pulled away abruptly saying, "It's not over yet, Matty! Ha ha!" He gave her a goofy look as if to say she was crazy.
"Since this is my hometown..our hometown, I'm gonna make this night extra special!! We will give you, not one, not two, ....but THREE encores just for you guys!"
The crowd began to cheer loudly at the announcement.
"So, without further stalling, let's get the rest of show over with, what do ya say Philly??"
They cheering grew even louder as they began the rest of their set.
CX CX CX CX CX CX CX CX CX CX
The show continued with nothing going wrong and no major malfunctions. This was a raredy for not only Jenn's band, but any band in general. Jenn and the rest of Emily Sin were drenched in sweat by the time they started the first of three encores.
"I'd like to bring out Jeff again to sing this song that we were working on together. I'm hoping he will make me proud with this one as he's already made me proud thus far." The crowd let out loud "awe"'s for Jenn's sweet words to Jeff as he came over to hug her. Jeff was shaking a little as he hugged her. Jenn whispered into his ear as she guided him to the front of the stage, "You'll be fine baby. Just pretend this is like wrestling...except you're not getting hurt!" Jeff smiled at her as she walked away and left him front and center. She turned and said, "This is called 'Whispers In The Dark'!"
Despite the lies that you're making
Your love is mine for the taking
My love is
Just waiting
To turn your tears to roses
As Jeff was getting really into the song, he turned to Jenn and was caressing and doing sexual touches all over her as he sang, kissing her neck and feeling her up her crotch and breasts and doing whatever the song was saying.
Despite the lies that you're making
Your love is mine for the taking
My love is
Just waiting
To turn your tears to roses
I will be the one that's gonna hold you
I will be the one that you run to
My love is
A burning, consuming fire
No!
You'll never be alone
When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars
Hear my whispers in the dark
No!
You'll never be alone
When darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear my whispers in the dark
Jenn looked shocked at what he was doing, but deep down inside she was enjoying it..in public. He tried to pull her shirt off at the start of the next verse.
You feel so lonely and ragged
You lay here broken and naked
My love is
Just waiting
To clothe you in crimson roses
I will be the one that's gonna find you
I will be the one that's gonna guide you
My love is
A burning, consuming fire
No!
You'll never be alone
When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars
Hear my whispers in the dark
No!
You'll never be alone
When darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear my whispers in the dark
No!
You'll never be alone
When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars
Hear my whispers in the dark
No!
You'll never be alone
When darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear my whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark!
Jeff left Jenn nearly soaking in her own juices, luckily it couldn't be seen. He walked towards center stage and danced to the rest of the song.
"GIVE IT UP FOR JEFF EVERYONE!!" The crowd cheered for Jeff as he streamed some tears for doing an entire song without depending on someone else to help him out. Jenn leaped into Jeff's arms and they both hugged and kissed as she said, "You can see Jeff and his band Peroxwhy?gen touring with us this Winter!" Jeff shot her a shocked, open-mouthed look at her announcement. His body blocked hers from view on the side stage as they talked about it. She leaned his head down to hers and said, "We'll talk about it, but I'm making it happen whether you like it or not." Jeff smirked and layed a kiss on her. "Well you can make me do whatever you want as long as it's with you...and I get to be on you at times, ha ha." He winked at her as they kissed again. Jenn smiled as they broke apart and walked toward center stage. "Let's keep this going, guys!" As the next song started she thought of returning the favor to Jeff...and Matt as well. So she ran to one side of the stage and grabbed two chairs that she placed in front of the drumset. She walked over to Jeff and Matt and shoved them down onto the chairs. She worked on Jeff during the first part of the song and then moved on to Matt from the second verse on to do did some sexy stripper dances for them both....but they both eventually fought over her body.
Take a look at me now
Are you afraid of me?
All my life I've been held down
But now I've found me
CAMERON:
C'mon! Get up! C'mon!
No matter how you try (CAMERON: C'mon! Get up! C'mon!)
No need to apologize (CAMERON: C'mon! Get up! C'mon!)
It doesn't matter any way (CAMERON: C'mon! Get up! C'mon!)
'Cause I've given up on yesterday
JENN, DESIREE, AND CAROL:
Here I go again I'm takin' over
Proving all along you were draggin' me under
I know that you won't see me for who I am
So here I go again
CAMERON:
C'mon! Get up! C'mon!
Back off get outta my face (CAMERON: C'mon! Get up! C'mon!)
You had your way with me (CAMERON: C'mon! Get up! C'mon!)
It doesn't matter anyway (CAMERON: C'mon! Get up! C'mon!)
'Cause I've given up on yesterday
JENN, DESIREE, AND CAROL:
Here I go again I'm takin' over
Proving all along you were draggin' me under
I know that you won't see me for who I am
So here I go again
Again...
And when I'm high I never feel the pain
It seems like your a million miles away...
Away...
Jenn got off of Matt's lap and tried to tried to work on the both of them together. She grabbed the collars of their shirts and shouted the next three lines before shoving them down again and mounting both of them as if she were an animal on the proul.
You build me up, you tear me down
Your broken promises are done
And I'm through waiting!
JENN, DESIREE, AND CAROL:
Here I go again I'm takin' over
Proving all along you were draggin' me under
I know that you won't see me for who I am
Here I go again I'm takin' over
Proving all along you were draggin' me under
I know that you won't see me for who I am
So here I go again
CAMERON:
C'mon! Get up! C'mon!
JENN:
Take a look at me now (CAMERON: C'mon! Get up! C'mon!)
Are you afraid of me?
Jenn got up off of the boys and she turned to see the crowd in amazement at what she was doing. She took a bow from their cheers and also the band's cheers.
The crowd's cheers quickly grew louder, not from Jenn, but from the show going on behind her. Jenn turned to see Matt and Jeff both dancing to the band's random beats they were making up. They resembled the old entrance of Johnny Nitro and Melina, but with two men. Jenn laughed but felt strangely turned on by this. She quickly came up with an idea to make this even better. She signaled for Desiree, Carol, and Cameron to gather near her as they discussed her idea. They all laughed as they couldn't wait to see the reaction on the crowd and the Boyz faces. Cameron ran over to Tony on the drums and told him what they wanted to do. Tony seemed to be very excited by this spur-of-the-moment addition to the set list. Jenn couldn't help but laugh as she made the announcement.
"Okay guys there's gonna be a bonus song we're gonna do because of the dancing. We HAVE to cover this song just to see where this dancing's gonna go! Ha ha! It's not really a song a metal band would play but there's a first time for everything! And it's the end of summer so why not!? HERE WE GO! 1-2-3-4!"
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo...
Im packed and Im holding Im smiling
She living she golden and she lives for me
Says she lives for me
Ovation her own motivation
She comes round and she goes down on me
And I make her smile, like a drug for you
Do ever what you want to do, coming over you
Keep on smiling what we go through
One stop to the rhythm that divides you
And I speak to you like the chorus to the verse
Chop another line like a coda with a curse
Come on like a freak show takes the stage
We give them the games we play
She said-
I want something else
To get me through this
Semi-charmed kind of life..baby, baby
I want something else
Im not listening when you say..
Good-bye!
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo...
The sky was gold, it was rose
I was taking sips of it to my nose
And I wish I could get back there
Some place back there
Smiling in the pictures you would take
Doing crystal meth
Will lift you up until you break
It wont stop, I wont come down, I keep stock
With a tick tock rhythm and a bump for the drop
And then I bumped up
I took the hit I was given
Then I bumped again
And then I bumped again she said
How do I get back there to
The place where I fell asleep inside you
How do I get myself back to
The place where you said
I want something else to get me through this
Semi-charmed kind of life..baby, baby
I want something else
Im not listening when you say...
Good-bye!
I believe in the sand beneath my toes
The beach gives a feeling an earthy feeling
I believe in the faith that grows
And the four right chords can make me cry
When Im with you I feel like I could die
And that would be all right, all right
When the plane came in
She said she was crashing
The velvet it rips in the city we tripped
On the urge to feel alive but now Im struggling to survive
Those days you were wearing that velvet dress
You're the priestess I must confess
Those little red panties they pass the test
Slides up around the belly
Face down on the mattress
One...
And you hold me...and were broken
Still its all that I want to do just a little now
Feel myself heavy as the ground
Im scared but Im not coming down...no, no
And I wont run for my life...
Shes got her jaws now locked down in a smile
But nothing is all right, all right
I want something else
To get me through this...life, baby
I want something else
Not listening when you say...
Good-bye...
Good-bye...
Good-bye...
Good-bye!
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
The sky was gold it was rose (Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo)
I was taking sips of it to my nose (Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo)
And I wish I could get back there someplace (Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo)
Back there in the place we used to
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
I want something else (Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo)
"Thank you so so SO MUCH, Philadelphia! We had a fucking blast getting to entertain you tonight. I've missed my hometown more than anyone would ever know. But I'm happy to tell you that during my time away from home and away from the music scene, I've found friendships...I've found love...and most of all....I've found happiness."
The crowd cheered for her as she spoke her heartfelt words.
"And I'm very happy and proud to admit, that none of those things and none of this would've ever happened....if it weren't for each of you fans out there! GIVE IT UP FOR YOURSELVES!!"
More cheers were heard as she continued to talk to the crowd.
"So for our last song I'm gonna make this very heartfelt seeing as we won't see each other for a great while. And you guys really love our cover of this song so here we go. Enjoy The Silence!!"
JENN:
Words like violence, break the silence
JENN AND CAMERON:
Come crashing in, into my little world
JENN:
Painful to me, pierce right through me
JENN AND CAMERON:
Can't you understand, oh my little girl
BAND:
All I wanted
All I needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm...
JENN:
Vows are spoken to be broken
JENN AND CAMERON:
Feelings are intense, words are trivial
JENN:
Pleasures remain, so does the pain
JENN AND CAMERON:
Words are meaningless, and forgettable
BAND:
All I wanted
All I needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm
JENN:
All I wanted
All I needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm
BAND:
All I wanted
All I needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm
(JENN: SILENCE!) Enjoy the silence
(JENN: Ooh, SILENCE!) Enjoy the silence
(JENN: Ooh, SILENCE!) Enjoy the silence
(JENN: Ooh, SILENCE!) Enjoy the silence...
SILENCE...
Oh...
Ooh...
"WE ARE EMILY SIN!! THANK YOU VERY MUCH AND WE'LL MISS YOU!! GOONIGHT!!!!"
The band all went backstage along with Matt and Jeff. They both pulled Jenn aside, embracing and kissing her all around. She returned their affections with her own kisses and hugs. She shoved them away slightly to say, "The day's not over guys. You know that, right?"
Cameron and the others overheard her and yelled to them, "YEAH! WE GOTTA GO TO THE END OF TOUR PARTY! COME ON!!"
Jenn smiled at the band and Matt and Jeff as she broke free from their hold, running towards the parking lot to get to their buses and party. Matt and Jeff followed behind trying to catch up to Jenn. She quickly stopped making them nearly making them run into her and turned to them to say, "But you know....the real party will start when we get to my place in New York City."
She winked as their faces looked worried. "What's wrong boys?"
They both looked at each other not knowing how to give their news to Jenn in a way to not hurt her feelings too bad. With Matt being the much closer brother to Jenn, he came forward and guided her towards his chest. He placed his hands on her shoulders and looked into her eyes with a much sadder look on his face than any she'd seen before. It worried her enough to want to swell up with tears at the words he spoke.
"I'm afraid we won't be around for that...or even the baby."