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[wwe4eva18]

Okay I don't remember the last entry I made, but just to update.... My ex boyfriend and really good friend Mike died. so tragicly, he was crossing the street trying to catch a bus to go to work, and some asshole hit him and basically sped off. how nobody saw this is beyond my comprehension. It was in the morning, bright and early. he was in the hospital for about 2 weeks before he died. the wake was quite possibly the hardest thing I had to endure, the funeral was even worse. But the fact so many came to show their love for him, was amazing. I don't remember much about those days but what I remember, was so many people, a couple people that I didn't know came and gave me a hug. I can't believe that they still haven't caught the jerk that hit him. its been such a rough road. and talking to his family and friends has made it nicer than the whole situation is. I had befriended his brother Louis,and cousin Melissa, and boy was Melissa a sweety. I would talk to her weekly online and through text. Then we met up in Salem. We had a blast. I talked to a drunk guy at wendy's which my friends were laughing. My boyfriend sat close just in case he got out of line. we took pictures. it was all around fun. then a couple weeks later I get a phone call saying that Melissa died. I was in such shock I didn't really hear what he was saying. then not long later I find out Louis is in the hospital with Double Sided pnemonia, WTF? I mean hasn't this family dealt with enough?
I just can't deal with things anymore. I'm just living in my own little world these days. Mike's alive and we talk regularly. I just really miss him. and its all the little things. his voice, his hugs, the way he would play guitar while talking to me on the phone. and all I have left from him is Jack White's pimp hand.