I think I can...
I can get through this. The universe will not hand me more than I can handle. I just have to make it through the next two weeks. In fourteen days, I'll be running around Grandma's house, half in a daze, sleep deprived but so content being in my family's arms. I can make it that far.
After that? I'll figure something out. The universe didn't just kick me in the ass for nothing.