[Private RP] Cut Up Angels
(WHO:) Riku & Namine
(WHEN:) After Namine speaks with Marluxia
(WHERE:) Riku's room, Ravenclaw common room
(WARNINGS:) Drugs, angst, and emo.
THIS LUST TO MY BRAIN ALMOST FEELS LIKE A GUN...
Breath heavy, sweat coating his forehead, body stiff, hands shaking slightly--- what am i doing what am i doing why can't i stop...?
He didn't inject the needle. He couldn't. He promised. Promised Sora. Promised himself. Promised which was why he couldn't...
No, he didn't inject the needle, the Geostigma. He let it just barely touch his skin, let the end of the needle run over his arm enough to where he could practically feel it without having to inject it. He began to rock slightly, eyes fixated on the contents of the needle. He didn't have a lot left. It was almost gone. He'd have to get more from Kadaj---
No. No more. He promised. After this---
No, he couldn't. Sora wouldn't forgive him this time. He had to stop, for Sora, had to. He'd ruin everything if he didn't. He'd lose everything if he didn't.
... So close, though. Panting, hand shaking violently, sweat dripping down his forehead... Sora didn't have to know, no one would have to know, this would be the last time, he'd stop after this...
He didn't even realize his door was cracked open.
(WHEN:) After Namine speaks with Marluxia
(WHERE:) Riku's room, Ravenclaw common room
(WARNINGS:) Drugs, angst, and emo.
THIS LUST TO MY BRAIN ALMOST FEELS LIKE A GUN...
Breath heavy, sweat coating his forehead, body stiff, hands shaking slightly--- what am i doing what am i doing why can't i stop...?
He didn't inject the needle. He couldn't. He promised. Promised Sora. Promised himself. Promised which was why he couldn't...
No, he didn't inject the needle, the Geostigma. He let it just barely touch his skin, let the end of the needle run over his arm enough to where he could practically feel it without having to inject it. He began to rock slightly, eyes fixated on the contents of the needle. He didn't have a lot left. It was almost gone. He'd have to get more from Kadaj---
No. No more. He promised. After this---
No, he couldn't. Sora wouldn't forgive him this time. He had to stop, for Sora, had to. He'd ruin everything if he didn't. He'd lose everything if he didn't.
... So close, though. Panting, hand shaking violently, sweat dripping down his forehead... Sora didn't have to know, no one would have to know, this would be the last time, he'd stop after this...
He didn't even realize his door was cracked open.