Feb 27, 2008 15:07
heart starts thumping just from the thought of having to face this. fuck, what a shitty situation. all i can think of is being on vacation with them, on a boat cruise.
i was looking through the pictures and i came to one of ryan and mark on the canopee of the boat. he was just holding his son with everything he had, but the impact that image has on me right now is huge. i remember thinking, i want that to be me, to have a son i can love with everything i've got.
such a great father deserves nothing like this, nobody does.
keep fighting