Jan 21, 2010 20:42
im so exhausted. physically and mentally. i cant do this anymore. im stressed, im depressed, and i wish i could fall asleep and never wake up.
i feel like shit.
i cant believe she died. shit is crazy :( i saw her last week. i fucking hate this world
me and steve are dunzo but he doesnt know it yet. i cant break up with him ...yet. where am i going to live? whos going to help support nathan? HOW do i break up with someone who WONT let me break up with them?
i literally just want to die right now. i havent felt this way in a LONGGGG time. like years. i fucking hate myself