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im CrAvInG salt. this sux cuz now i sit here and eat salty foods, which are without a doubt the worst for you. like spaghetti-o's. *mental note*: get rid of all spaghetti-o's in house.
today sux, probably because i havent gotten out of the house to go for a run or anything so i feel like crap. but i also am having problems. my biggest one goes like this:
ok so theres a new girl on the tennis team named chloe. and apparently hewe told emily that the three of us juniors should take her out to do something...get to kno us a little and feel a little less left out. so i was like 'hey maybe madelines...' and meant only to ask chloe if she was invited (which she wasnt) but my mouth ran off before my mind could catch up...so then i had to call madeline. but madeline wasnt there, so i figured 'ok, i should be able to catch her before her party'. WRONG. i have called like every day for the past week and shes NEVER there. ahhh. so today i tried to call chloe but SHES not there, and i feel horrible...now i remember why i hate people. and to top it all off, i told amrita i couldnt go to her birthday party because i thought i was taking chloe to madelines. if i were an ostrich i would bury my head in the sand and die. i feel horrible. especially since i really wanted to go to amrita's.
and because i just lightened my hair and its kind of a strange slightly orange shade.
and because i have gained 2.5 pounds in the week since ive been back. guess im not swimming at madeline's tonight.
and because i miss everyone, and because i feel ugly.
today sux, probably because i havent gotten out of the house to go for a run or anything so i feel like crap. but i also am having problems. my biggest one goes like this:
ok so theres a new girl on the tennis team named chloe. and apparently hewe told emily that the three of us juniors should take her out to do something...get to kno us a little and feel a little less left out. so i was like 'hey maybe madelines...' and meant only to ask chloe if she was invited (which she wasnt) but my mouth ran off before my mind could catch up...so then i had to call madeline. but madeline wasnt there, so i figured 'ok, i should be able to catch her before her party'. WRONG. i have called like every day for the past week and shes NEVER there. ahhh. so today i tried to call chloe but SHES not there, and i feel horrible...now i remember why i hate people. and to top it all off, i told amrita i couldnt go to her birthday party because i thought i was taking chloe to madelines. if i were an ostrich i would bury my head in the sand and die. i feel horrible. especially since i really wanted to go to amrita's.
and because i just lightened my hair and its kind of a strange slightly orange shade.
and because i have gained 2.5 pounds in the week since ive been back. guess im not swimming at madeline's tonight.
and because i miss everyone, and because i feel ugly.