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GAAAHHH.
i want to SCREAM.
she doesnt even have to talk to me to make me angry
i wore a new shirt today and yes, i'll admit it, i looked pretty preppy. i mean , tight pink shirt with a bow, pleated skirt. yeah...really preppy in fact. but i felt pretty and like myself, so everything was great. but i know that everytime i walked by she looked at me in disdain and i could just see the thoughts forming: *o great, we've lost another one*.
and it makes me so cold to think of her being so much of this person she's not...and telling lies to a certain person. i get so jealous. the minute they start talking agian shes all he can talk about. shes on his profile, on his away messages....its never like that when he and i start talking again.
oh well. i'll get over it
always do.
just needed to vent.
why do some people just feel the need to be everything but themselves?
bah.
i want to SCREAM.
she doesnt even have to talk to me to make me angry
i wore a new shirt today and yes, i'll admit it, i looked pretty preppy. i mean , tight pink shirt with a bow, pleated skirt. yeah...really preppy in fact. but i felt pretty and like myself, so everything was great. but i know that everytime i walked by she looked at me in disdain and i could just see the thoughts forming: *o great, we've lost another one*.
and it makes me so cold to think of her being so much of this person she's not...and telling lies to a certain person. i get so jealous. the minute they start talking agian shes all he can talk about. shes on his profile, on his away messages....its never like that when he and i start talking again.
oh well. i'll get over it
always do.
just needed to vent.
why do some people just feel the need to be everything but themselves?
bah.