Breathing
So the boy is in Auckland. He is running a marathon tomorrow. I am just so grateful for having someone so caring lately, I don't know what I would have done without him.
Well, it's counting down to the end of the year. It's been a tough one, despite having started so well in NYC. But I guess life is not all about fun and games and I've had great times and should be grateful for so much, so I've just got to stop complaining.
It's rather sad that I haven't wanted to write in here because I just don't want to burden anyone/anything with troubles. I'd much rather deal with it on my own but sometimes you just gotta let go and breathe a bit.
Anyway, parents having terribly stressful time and I feel so helpless because I can only help to a certain extent. I guess I'm just so not used to feeling so helpless. Study, work etc I just count on myself to get me through and everything generally works out. But when I see those nearest to me just working so hard and stressing out so much, I do what I can--but sometimes it seems as if that isn't enough.
I've booked a trip to HK, Sing, Vietnam for over x'mas and new years (I don't care that demand is high, airlines should have eggs thrown at them for airfares over the merry season) and am just hoping that things don't get so bad I can't go, the cancellation rate is 75% of the fare, what's with *that*.
But in saying all this, everyone is healthy, things can only get better and i'm in love, so THERE! :)
Well, it's counting down to the end of the year. It's been a tough one, despite having started so well in NYC. But I guess life is not all about fun and games and I've had great times and should be grateful for so much, so I've just got to stop complaining.
It's rather sad that I haven't wanted to write in here because I just don't want to burden anyone/anything with troubles. I'd much rather deal with it on my own but sometimes you just gotta let go and breathe a bit.
Anyway, parents having terribly stressful time and I feel so helpless because I can only help to a certain extent. I guess I'm just so not used to feeling so helpless. Study, work etc I just count on myself to get me through and everything generally works out. But when I see those nearest to me just working so hard and stressing out so much, I do what I can--but sometimes it seems as if that isn't enough.
I've booked a trip to HK, Sing, Vietnam for over x'mas and new years (I don't care that demand is high, airlines should have eggs thrown at them for airfares over the merry season) and am just hoping that things don't get so bad I can't go, the cancellation rate is 75% of the fare, what's with *that*.
But in saying all this, everyone is healthy, things can only get better and i'm in love, so THERE! :)