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" Not all relationships have to go somewhere. For awhile, I think it’s good for people to just date for the sake of dating. The only thing you have to be wary of is a pesky thing called FEELINGS. As I mentioned before, there were genuine feelings between me and these guys, and it sometimes made for a difficult ending. When you date casually, you have to be aware of the fact that it might not always stay that way. People often like to pretend that they don’t have hearts or brains and get into casual relationships thinking they can handle it. But a few months down the line, humanity rears its ugly head and we find ourselves getting upset over things we swore never to get upset about. "
this is the reason why i haven't been dating for so long after heah. i realise that i get emotional attached to things to easily and i hate that part of me really. it doesn't work for (casual) dating. i'll like to think that i can detach myself from someone whenever i want to but sadly, reality does not work this way for me. (casual) dating heah had left an emotional scar on me unconsciously. it was only after reading this article then i realise the reason behind my ability to bring myself to date or try out with guys for the past year. i am scared..... of getting hurt when i invest feelings/emotions when i date. this was exactly what happened with heah and i don't want it to happen again, therefore i am not going to date anyone.
i recognise that i am pretty much a damaged person. i am scared of commitment, i am scared of dating, basically i am just scared of romantic relationships. as much as i want to get involved in one, i just cannot seem to get into one. i think i am allergic to love. this is the wall i have erected up for myself. yeah i am quite screwed. love may just never come to me.........
this is the reason why i haven't been dating for so long after heah. i realise that i get emotional attached to things to easily and i hate that part of me really. it doesn't work for (casual) dating. i'll like to think that i can detach myself from someone whenever i want to but sadly, reality does not work this way for me. (casual) dating heah had left an emotional scar on me unconsciously. it was only after reading this article then i realise the reason behind my ability to bring myself to date or try out with guys for the past year. i am scared..... of getting hurt when i invest feelings/emotions when i date. this was exactly what happened with heah and i don't want it to happen again, therefore i am not going to date anyone.
i recognise that i am pretty much a damaged person. i am scared of commitment, i am scared of dating, basically i am just scared of romantic relationships. as much as i want to get involved in one, i just cannot seem to get into one. i think i am allergic to love. this is the wall i have erected up for myself. yeah i am quite screwed. love may just never come to me.........