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[wunderrkind]

i don't even know what am i doing anymore. purpose of pursuing a degree is to obtain a good job in banking industry. now i don't even know if i can achieve it. nothing is guaranteed. what if i end up as a toilet cleaner even with a degree? uni is so stressful and fast paced. mid terms presentations then reports then FINALS. there's not even a breathe to take. everyday so busy so many things to do and i don't think i have the determination to see through every task.

you know there are nights you just want to drink beer and smoke cigs and waste your life away. i just feel like doing that