Dear Body, you can do it!
So so tired. Not from anything other than making my way upstairs and taking a shower. This isn't a CF thing, or a diabetes thing... it's an energy thing. I've officially lost all my stamina. I want to take a nap after getting up to get a drink. Going into the hospital isn't going to help this. Actually, it might make it worse. So I'm going to have to REALLY push myself this week, and now that Faye is coming next week... I want to push myself into September. I've been REALLY trying to do everything right. Pills, insulin... even having Matt do PT. Which on a side note, my husband doing PT is the first time I ever enjoyed it. I'm not a touchy feeling person, thus being hit repeatedly isn't ever going to be my thing, but it was actually relaxing when Matt did it. Comforting. It was weird.
So I'm making myself go to the Farmer's Market with my mother today. Even though I've been very slow getting to it. What my body wants to do is crawl under the blanket and sleep. I refuse to comply. I WILL go places this week. I will do stuff. I'm so sick of being this tired. If I just push myself, maybe it'll get easier as I go.
So I'm making myself go to the Farmer's Market with my mother today. Even though I've been very slow getting to it. What my body wants to do is crawl under the blanket and sleep. I refuse to comply. I WILL go places this week. I will do stuff. I'm so sick of being this tired. If I just push myself, maybe it'll get easier as I go.