I feel the initial goal of a journal or diary has been lost nowadays ( Read more... )

Today is the first day of not having an employer.
I am not starting my own business either.
My health has caused my employer to end my contract.
The government has deamed me unft to work.
So I guess one could say I'll be paid for doing literally nothing.
Which is (luckily) how this is arranged in my country,
When someone's health prevents them from ( Read more... )

Some dark feelings have come over me in my sleep. It's dissapointing how they keep coming back.
There is really no reason for me not to be happy. Still, I am discontent. I feel lonely and disappointed.
In life and the people around me. I try to overcome it, but it keeps coming back. And frankly it's starting to suck the life out of me.
The daily ( Read more... )

The Mirror

Some things can stir up feelings
Amplify them
And that's good
But it can be dangerous too

I have always been a very emotional person
I try not to let it overwhelm me
But sometimes that just seems impossible

Yesterday I looked into your face ( Read more... )

The I love you reciprocated

Last  sunday was a turbulent day. I spent the night at his place and we took  our time sleeping in. We made love and he made a delicious breakfast for  us after. After breakfast we drove to my place.

Since  the condom had broke that morning, I went to get a morning after pil.  The whole afternoon was kind of stressy. We ( Read more... )

Broken Ties
Some ties are not to be broken ( Read more... )