Mar 31, 2004 13:11
It's great to be back, but it doesn't feel like home anymore. It feels like the shithole apartment where I stay out of nessecity. I had such an amazing trip, Sweden is beautiful (even if tere is sand all over the roads from the snow melting) Everything about my 3 week life is sweden was so perfect. Not perfect I guess, nothing is perfect, but it's everything I'd ever imagined. Everything just felt right and in it's right place, 3 weeks was not nearly enough time.
Most of all I miss my baby. Waking up next to her every day was so much better than I had remembered. Like she said, the little things- watching her sew her dresses and bags and such, hearing her speak spanish in that beautiful flow, those looks followed by winks and kisses and such.
Ok I'm being mushy... but she knows. I love you.
Anyways, today I have to go see if I still have a job or what, and apply for a new one, see how that goes. I woke up at like 7:30 this monring, I didn't sleep very good because of the jet lag action. I also need to talk to the people at school, which I will probably do tomorrow, depending on what happens on the job front, maybe I'll do it today, I dunno.
I cleaned my hellhole of a room, hung up my clothes like a normal person, and I have laundry going as we speak, WEE grown up life again!
Gotta go downtown, do stuff, peace out
Raspberry Lemonade 'yall
-Adam