I am not made out for this!!!!
Honestly, I don't know how I can be this affected. It's heart wrenching reading people piss on what I strongly believe to be an at least an above-average episode and not so shabby of a start. My heart has been hanging half way out of my chest since last night. Got 4 hours of sleep. And like a true DoM I sought out the abuse all day. Why do I do this to myself? Why does it feel like personal attack on me and everything I believe in? Why are people so vicious? Understandably that everyone is entitled to their opinion but is this really ok? A little bit of me just died today...
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