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So I haven't really done this recently at all, but I figured I would, just for the sake of my own sanity.
I'm having a lot of people troubles. There are a lot of failing relationships in my life right now and my continual internal insistence that people just go away is not helping much. There are three people that I see consistently, that I love seeing every time, that I'm close to, and that I want to remain friends with: all three of them are graduating in about two, three weeks.
Tommy is completely consuming my life now, which is such a fantastic thing because, although my school work might suffer from my complete inability to do anything when I have six hour rehearsals five nights a week and ten hour ones on Saturday, it's stopping me from thinking too hard.
I don't know, let's just say this: I'm sorry I've been fucking up my relationships with other people. I know I have, and I need to stop.
But I do often feel like life would be better with just a new start entirely. All three of those people I mentioned I really became friends with just this year. One of them I only met this semester. I'll be so happy when summer starts. 37 days until my birthday. Woot!
Anyway, hi everyone. Sorry I don't get to see you guys much. I miss you all. I can't really hang out, but let's get lunch sometime? Finals week will be a little bit better for me, but just a little. 20 more pages to write before the end of the semester!
I'm having a lot of people troubles. There are a lot of failing relationships in my life right now and my continual internal insistence that people just go away is not helping much. There are three people that I see consistently, that I love seeing every time, that I'm close to, and that I want to remain friends with: all three of them are graduating in about two, three weeks.
Tommy is completely consuming my life now, which is such a fantastic thing because, although my school work might suffer from my complete inability to do anything when I have six hour rehearsals five nights a week and ten hour ones on Saturday, it's stopping me from thinking too hard.
I don't know, let's just say this: I'm sorry I've been fucking up my relationships with other people. I know I have, and I need to stop.
But I do often feel like life would be better with just a new start entirely. All three of those people I mentioned I really became friends with just this year. One of them I only met this semester. I'll be so happy when summer starts. 37 days until my birthday. Woot!
Anyway, hi everyone. Sorry I don't get to see you guys much. I miss you all. I can't really hang out, but let's get lunch sometime? Finals week will be a little bit better for me, but just a little. 20 more pages to write before the end of the semester!