i drew an x on your city's name
so lauren and christy are going away this weekend.
its funny cause practically every entry is about them. im really not obsessed with them, quite the opposite actually. i dunno why i write about them so much... i just always have stuff to say about them here.
anyways, christy kept asking me at warped tour if i was mad at lauren for not inviting me. and i was at first, and then i got over it, but now im kinda upset again. i mean, she didnt even invite me. dont i matter at all? suppose not. if i ever did something like that, she would be so pissed. i just feel left out. cause i am. and unneeded. cause i am. and unwanted. because i am.
and then the smoking thing. i guess im not mad at lauren anymore. she was just being dumb. but now i know when to shut up and not say anything.
dont know what to do. pack i guess.
its funny cause practically every entry is about them. im really not obsessed with them, quite the opposite actually. i dunno why i write about them so much... i just always have stuff to say about them here.
anyways, christy kept asking me at warped tour if i was mad at lauren for not inviting me. and i was at first, and then i got over it, but now im kinda upset again. i mean, she didnt even invite me. dont i matter at all? suppose not. if i ever did something like that, she would be so pissed. i just feel left out. cause i am. and unneeded. cause i am. and unwanted. because i am.
and then the smoking thing. i guess im not mad at lauren anymore. she was just being dumb. but now i know when to shut up and not say anything.
dont know what to do. pack i guess.