Feb 23, 2009 21:11
I'M SO FUCKING EXCITED!!!!
I Auditioned for Choral Ensemble for next Term. I made it guys!!!!!!!!!!! I was so nervous, I really can't stand singing in front of other people but you know what? I did really well, especially for how nervous I was.
The thing is...I am a smoker. A nasty, smelly, cough-y, cigarette/weed SMOKER! And it's bad. And it's fucking with my voice.
I want to be a performer some day and smoking is really gonna mess it all up if I don't get a handle on it while I'm still young.
So encourage me guys, help me quit! I want to quit so bad and I know it's not going to be easy because I'm already "addicted" and smoking is one of the few things I do that keeps me from breaking down all the fucking time. Please help encourage me to quit!
I love you all, F-list. You guys make shitty days bearable and Good days soooooo much better.
-TeraRose.
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