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i guess i dont believe in updating anymore. fuck my life feels like its falling apart yet again. i need a fuckin job damn. i wanna go visit amanda now. but no... my parents are the bastards of the world and wont let me. lets see what have i been up to lately. NOTHING! cause im a useless fuck. i should really just commit suicide now. and save everyone from getting to know me. im going to grow old and be a bum anyway. why care about life if thats how its going to turn out. im not good at anything i have no ambition. ya im pretty worthless to this world. everything is getting old. uggghhhh i fuckin hate life and everything to do with it.