Riding that train, high on cocane!
*Casey Jones, you'd better watch you speed! Trouble ahead, trouble behind, and you know that notion just crossed my mind*
ok so heres my update...
Why am i even doing this? Rose is the only one who reads it and she already knows everything... :rolleyes:
So yea, Chris...what a friggen dream boat. i'm making a cd for him right now...and its totally stressing me out. I want him to like it :\ and damnit my burners being a fcuking greedy bitch and it eats all it can get and then it wont open/close correctly...little bitch!*sigh*
anyway...we will have been together for 3 months on the 8th and we get to see our 4th 311 show together that day up north. I wish we could go to San Francisco too. i miss it sooo much :( it makes me want to cry. Its like...oh i dont know. I'm getting all sad just thinking about it. anyway, god what do i talk about?
um...this month i guess...its been sooo fucking hectic...
ok so its basically the weekends that have been like ooc...
the first weekend, he weas out of town, the 9th was his birthday*25!!!!!*so We threw hin this suprise party. Then the next day, it was up to fresno for 311, which was cool. We got to meet P-nut and SA and the show was ok. Then sunday we went to Vegas. Stayed at the Tropicana in room like 5365...i think. Then monday was another 311 show at the HOB in vegas and tueseday we left...then the weekend after that, his parents were in town and i met them, which was nice and that sunday we were "lazy" together. ahhhh...then last weekend...shit what did we do friday? oh yea we hung out and i was supposedly high. I was hungry i'll tell you that...i ate sushi, pringles and like half the carton of Ben and Jerrys One Sweet Whirrled...*the DMB inspired flavor!!!*then we went camping in Joshua Tree on sat and went to the dodger game against the braves*his team*on sunday with Rose and Will. and now...this weekend, we're making dinner together on friday...today i guess...sat we go to the beach and watch the first georgia football game of the season and see Rose and Will, then sunday i go to SD with my babe, Rose, monday we come back and then tueseday is my last day of vacation... :( i start work and school on weds omg!!!!!!
over load huh? god i lead a crazy life. i hope i dont burn out...oh yea, then next weekend i hang out with an old friend from high school*god i feel so old saying that!*on friday, saturday is LMT in Irvine*311*and then Sunday we drive up to SF to LMT at Shoreline and drive back home that night after the show...damn. omg i'm going to literally die.
*big sigh*i really wish i could go to sf right now...really. no kidding you. i want to hop on a train, a bus, a plane and go to sf...i'll effing walk if i have to. :( but then theres the threat of wanting to see Willie...which i do want to see him coz i miss him, but hes a dick so why bother? right? and then to top it all off...its like hell week for me. i really dont know how i'm going to handle the 1st. its killing me already. GOD! somebody please hit me over the head with a frying pan and set me into a coma and give me amnesia....but then i wont remember Chris or Rose or Will and all my good friends. "whatever doesnt kill you only makes you stronger" no not true. it makes me more mad and makes me want to die more. Like just crawl into a ball in bed and fall asleep listening to Phish and just sleep fpr a few months. I mena not really die you know? just like um...not be "here" for awhile. Go find my hole and live in it for awhile. to get away from it all.
come waste your time with me!...phish rocks my world...w.i.t.v.s and dirt...shit i cant even explain what they do to me. I'm sooo effing glad tehy are going on tour again...they'd better come to my end of the world. lol or else i have to treck my ass to VA to see them. but i'd be worth it. i think if i got to see them, and got to meet them, and shit...meet tim smoke a bowl with him and like kiss him...lol i could die a happy child. Phish like does soo much for me. LOL i'm even naming my first kid after one of their songs...Fee...but different spelling*Phee*so its like the PH from PHish and it sounds like Fee after the song...nerd bomb? i think so.
ohh i just closed my eyes and got inspiration for my nexy painting...
*red brown background, faceless person, big black brown afro, blue button up shirt
green wash around figure*thank you Lenny.
well i'm tired and i have a million and one things ro do...but soooo much more to write about!!!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
i sooo forgot to talk about the "weirdest strangest most UNCOMFORTABLE thing happened today"*as cathy put it*story...lol
lets just say, mom+sex+neen+questions=that "weirdest strangest most UNCOMFORTABLE thing happened today" scanario...or how ever the fuck you spell it. god,,,bbs...my ass hurts...
dishes, trash, coffee and a cigarette...here i come...i'll try to read more later before i leave for this crazy weekend of mine...shit...shoot me!!!!
i think...
ok so heres my update...
Why am i even doing this? Rose is the only one who reads it and she already knows everything... :rolleyes:
So yea, Chris...what a friggen dream boat. i'm making a cd for him right now...and its totally stressing me out. I want him to like it :\ and damnit my burners being a fcuking greedy bitch and it eats all it can get and then it wont open/close correctly...little bitch!*sigh*
anyway...we will have been together for 3 months on the 8th and we get to see our 4th 311 show together that day up north. I wish we could go to San Francisco too. i miss it sooo much :( it makes me want to cry. Its like...oh i dont know. I'm getting all sad just thinking about it. anyway, god what do i talk about?
um...this month i guess...its been sooo fucking hectic...
ok so its basically the weekends that have been like ooc...
the first weekend, he weas out of town, the 9th was his birthday*25!!!!!*so We threw hin this suprise party. Then the next day, it was up to fresno for 311, which was cool. We got to meet P-nut and SA and the show was ok. Then sunday we went to Vegas. Stayed at the Tropicana in room like 5365...i think. Then monday was another 311 show at the HOB in vegas and tueseday we left...then the weekend after that, his parents were in town and i met them, which was nice and that sunday we were "lazy" together. ahhhh...then last weekend...shit what did we do friday? oh yea we hung out and i was supposedly high. I was hungry i'll tell you that...i ate sushi, pringles and like half the carton of Ben and Jerrys One Sweet Whirrled...*the DMB inspired flavor!!!*then we went camping in Joshua Tree on sat and went to the dodger game against the braves*his team*on sunday with Rose and Will. and now...this weekend, we're making dinner together on friday...today i guess...sat we go to the beach and watch the first georgia football game of the season and see Rose and Will, then sunday i go to SD with my babe, Rose, monday we come back and then tueseday is my last day of vacation... :( i start work and school on weds omg!!!!!!
over load huh? god i lead a crazy life. i hope i dont burn out...oh yea, then next weekend i hang out with an old friend from high school*god i feel so old saying that!*on friday, saturday is LMT in Irvine*311*and then Sunday we drive up to SF to LMT at Shoreline and drive back home that night after the show...damn. omg i'm going to literally die.
*big sigh*i really wish i could go to sf right now...really. no kidding you. i want to hop on a train, a bus, a plane and go to sf...i'll effing walk if i have to. :( but then theres the threat of wanting to see Willie...which i do want to see him coz i miss him, but hes a dick so why bother? right? and then to top it all off...its like hell week for me. i really dont know how i'm going to handle the 1st. its killing me already. GOD! somebody please hit me over the head with a frying pan and set me into a coma and give me amnesia....but then i wont remember Chris or Rose or Will and all my good friends. "whatever doesnt kill you only makes you stronger" no not true. it makes me more mad and makes me want to die more. Like just crawl into a ball in bed and fall asleep listening to Phish and just sleep fpr a few months. I mena not really die you know? just like um...not be "here" for awhile. Go find my hole and live in it for awhile. to get away from it all.
come waste your time with me!...phish rocks my world...w.i.t.v.s and dirt...shit i cant even explain what they do to me. I'm sooo effing glad tehy are going on tour again...they'd better come to my end of the world. lol or else i have to treck my ass to VA to see them. but i'd be worth it. i think if i got to see them, and got to meet them, and shit...meet tim smoke a bowl with him and like kiss him...lol i could die a happy child. Phish like does soo much for me. LOL i'm even naming my first kid after one of their songs...Fee...but different spelling*Phee*so its like the PH from PHish and it sounds like Fee after the song...nerd bomb? i think so.
ohh i just closed my eyes and got inspiration for my nexy painting...
*red brown background, faceless person, big black brown afro, blue button up shirt
green wash around figure*thank you Lenny.
well i'm tired and i have a million and one things ro do...but soooo much more to write about!!!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
i sooo forgot to talk about the "weirdest strangest most UNCOMFORTABLE thing happened today"*as cathy put it*story...lol
lets just say, mom+sex+neen+questions=that "weirdest strangest most UNCOMFORTABLE thing happened today" scanario...or how ever the fuck you spell it. god,,,bbs...my ass hurts...
dishes, trash, coffee and a cigarette...here i come...i'll try to read more later before i leave for this crazy weekend of mine...shit...shoot me!!!!
i think...