I don't want to admit that i'm scared.
I'm not scared, but nervous.
The last time i saw my brother was probably a week ago because i got sick this week and i scared that i would affect him, so i stayed away. But the last that i did see him he was sucking on his Pacifier which was amazingly cute.
and the nurses and doctors think he's older then what they been told at least. 30 weeks. and when i was there he was struggling to like crawl well not crawl, but that's what it looked like. He was picking his back legs up but it looked like he was having trouble picking up his top half. Not strong enough yet little guy.
anyways.
This tuesday i learned that my little brother had a brain bleed....Now i didn't exactly know what a brain bleed was but i knew it wasn't anything good, which made me said. but my mom asured me that my little brother was fine and that the nurse said not to worry because it was minor. and i guess i felt a little better until today.
i have been sick this whole week, staying at home, and watching tv in the living room until my mom told i couldn't anymore because she thought i was taking advantage of this common cold. I had came downstairs because my grandma had brought home food for me and my brother. On my way to the table i saw my mom sitting on the steps in the backyard talking to someone on the phone. She oftened did this, so i didn't pay any mind, until she turned around and i saw her tears and red eyes.
I looked up at Grandma and asked her, what was wrong with mom. She told me she was just worried about the baby. I nodded my head understanding. she continued and said she learned that the baby had a heart surmon(i think that's how you spell it) which is basically the babies heart doing weird things. and the doctors and nurses were worried.
I didn't know this.
Tonight i'm going to go see my brother. i'll try to get my brother. It sucks that i can't hold him, but whatever. it was fun watching him. Especially the first time. They had this preemie room and i remember being in there alone with him, just staring at him, like he was the most amazing thing in the world, and playing with his little hands through the cage or box thing around him.
I want him to come really bad!
The last time i saw my brother was probably a week ago because i got sick this week and i scared that i would affect him, so i stayed away. But the last that i did see him he was sucking on his Pacifier which was amazingly cute.
and the nurses and doctors think he's older then what they been told at least. 30 weeks. and when i was there he was struggling to like crawl well not crawl, but that's what it looked like. He was picking his back legs up but it looked like he was having trouble picking up his top half. Not strong enough yet little guy.
anyways.
This tuesday i learned that my little brother had a brain bleed....Now i didn't exactly know what a brain bleed was but i knew it wasn't anything good, which made me said. but my mom asured me that my little brother was fine and that the nurse said not to worry because it was minor. and i guess i felt a little better until today.
i have been sick this whole week, staying at home, and watching tv in the living room until my mom told i couldn't anymore because she thought i was taking advantage of this common cold. I had came downstairs because my grandma had brought home food for me and my brother. On my way to the table i saw my mom sitting on the steps in the backyard talking to someone on the phone. She oftened did this, so i didn't pay any mind, until she turned around and i saw her tears and red eyes.
I looked up at Grandma and asked her, what was wrong with mom. She told me she was just worried about the baby. I nodded my head understanding. she continued and said she learned that the baby had a heart surmon(i think that's how you spell it) which is basically the babies heart doing weird things. and the doctors and nurses were worried.
I didn't know this.
Tonight i'm going to go see my brother. i'll try to get my brother. It sucks that i can't hold him, but whatever. it was fun watching him. Especially the first time. They had this preemie room and i remember being in there alone with him, just staring at him, like he was the most amazing thing in the world, and playing with his little hands through the cage or box thing around him.
I want him to come really bad!