iiii'm single.
yup thats right i'm back on the market and i'm a much smarter person too.
steve is not, and will never be the right guy for me.
he is very self-absorbed and all in all, i really just feel like he didn't even like me from the start... at least not very much. not enough to put forth any effort.
i was his little puppy dog that ran to greet him everyday but he is insecure like myself, and when people do that to me, i get freaked out and turned off by it so i'm guessing this is what happened.
i do feel stupid. but i won't let it tear me apart.
in a few months i will have a much wiser ideal for a boyfriend.
its definitely time to focus on myself. i got my hair cut today and it turned out pretty well except i'm still pissed that i cut my bangs too short... then i finally got the vans lace-ups that i've been wanting for so long now!! they are adorable. maybe i will post a picture later.
oh! and school was today. very first day and this time i didn't forget(last semester i did...). it was a good day although getting to class by 7:30 isn't my cup of tea... not at all.
this girl michelle from work called me today asking me if she got fired or not because she presumably wasn't on the schedule for the next two weeks... i didn't tell her the truth but bill did mention to me that she was fired due to her school schedule being so packed. which is a lie as well because everyone at work pretty much hated the girl for her bad attitude. although i know she is a bit psycho myself i didn't have the heart nor the courage to hear her yelling to me over the phone to tell her she had been fired. i just said something like.."ohh.. i'm not sure.. i was only scheduled one day this week so maybe we are just really slow." then she shot back with, "well its not fair anyways because i should have that shift, not you... after all i'm the one that hired you."
that's why i lied to her. bahh.
you know, people treat nice people like shit.
i'm a nice person and i have put up with everyone at work looking down at me for being NICE to michelle. now she's the one getting bitchy to me, when i was the only person that would ever stand up for her. but karma outrules all that. i'm the one with a job still.
i have caught a cold, and this makes me constantly sneezy and tired. perfect for the beginning of the semester. aughh.
steve is not, and will never be the right guy for me.
he is very self-absorbed and all in all, i really just feel like he didn't even like me from the start... at least not very much. not enough to put forth any effort.
i was his little puppy dog that ran to greet him everyday but he is insecure like myself, and when people do that to me, i get freaked out and turned off by it so i'm guessing this is what happened.
i do feel stupid. but i won't let it tear me apart.
in a few months i will have a much wiser ideal for a boyfriend.
its definitely time to focus on myself. i got my hair cut today and it turned out pretty well except i'm still pissed that i cut my bangs too short... then i finally got the vans lace-ups that i've been wanting for so long now!! they are adorable. maybe i will post a picture later.
oh! and school was today. very first day and this time i didn't forget(last semester i did...). it was a good day although getting to class by 7:30 isn't my cup of tea... not at all.
this girl michelle from work called me today asking me if she got fired or not because she presumably wasn't on the schedule for the next two weeks... i didn't tell her the truth but bill did mention to me that she was fired due to her school schedule being so packed. which is a lie as well because everyone at work pretty much hated the girl for her bad attitude. although i know she is a bit psycho myself i didn't have the heart nor the courage to hear her yelling to me over the phone to tell her she had been fired. i just said something like.."ohh.. i'm not sure.. i was only scheduled one day this week so maybe we are just really slow." then she shot back with, "well its not fair anyways because i should have that shift, not you... after all i'm the one that hired you."
that's why i lied to her. bahh.
you know, people treat nice people like shit.
i'm a nice person and i have put up with everyone at work looking down at me for being NICE to michelle. now she's the one getting bitchy to me, when i was the only person that would ever stand up for her. but karma outrules all that. i'm the one with a job still.
i have caught a cold, and this makes me constantly sneezy and tired. perfect for the beginning of the semester. aughh.