cold.
what a horrid day. i woke up feeling miserable only to end up in the same place.. my bed, feeling even more miserable. i am sick. sick as a dog. its hard not to get down about it. i hate being stuck inside and feeling crappy.
i have a huge problem with trust.i don't trust steve. i don't trust any person... i feel like everyone is going to end up hurting me one way or another and that's a really pathetic way to live. i need to remember that people aren't always going to make me feel happy, or better. they are going to let me down whether i like it or not. its just life. guys will always look at other girls, flirt with other girls.. and people are just going to be selfish but i need to let that go. i need to just let it be.
i have a huge problem with trust.i don't trust steve. i don't trust any person... i feel like everyone is going to end up hurting me one way or another and that's a really pathetic way to live. i need to remember that people aren't always going to make me feel happy, or better. they are going to let me down whether i like it or not. its just life. guys will always look at other girls, flirt with other girls.. and people are just going to be selfish but i need to let that go. i need to just let it be.