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Dear Bettie,
Its wierd the way things go sometimes. I mean, is there a reason for everything? Do things happen , and happen very shitty, but all to work out for the best? I am starting to think so. My car always is messing up, but it still gets me from A to B. I meet someone and they leave. But is this all a way of making way for the new? I think I met someone. And I hope it is for a reason. I have been hanging out with her lately and it has been great. She's smart, funny, likes cars, loves tequila and beer, and also likes playing me at video games. And it's funy that I met her here at work too. I would really like for us to be together though. But I am just scared of being rejected again and I dont know if I can go through with that right now. Cant beilieve that I am still trying to get over my last relationship. Hopefully she is the way to do this. I'm still scared though. I want to get closer, but keep pussing out. I want to tell her she is beautiful, but I puss out. What should I do??? I need to just stop being such a pansy and go for it. I dont want to pass by the oppurtunity of a lifetime and not even know it was one.Maybe tonight I will. I just hope I can go through with it. God she's gorgeous! She has a monroe piercing, tattoos, and damn is that a turn on! That and, she even likes my tattoos. Well, gotta run. Who knows, maybe this is what I have been looking for since I turned single. 2005...........be good to me.
Its wierd the way things go sometimes. I mean, is there a reason for everything? Do things happen , and happen very shitty, but all to work out for the best? I am starting to think so. My car always is messing up, but it still gets me from A to B. I meet someone and they leave. But is this all a way of making way for the new? I think I met someone. And I hope it is for a reason. I have been hanging out with her lately and it has been great. She's smart, funny, likes cars, loves tequila and beer, and also likes playing me at video games. And it's funy that I met her here at work too. I would really like for us to be together though. But I am just scared of being rejected again and I dont know if I can go through with that right now. Cant beilieve that I am still trying to get over my last relationship. Hopefully she is the way to do this. I'm still scared though. I want to get closer, but keep pussing out. I want to tell her she is beautiful, but I puss out. What should I do??? I need to just stop being such a pansy and go for it. I dont want to pass by the oppurtunity of a lifetime and not even know it was one.Maybe tonight I will. I just hope I can go through with it. God she's gorgeous! She has a monroe piercing, tattoos, and damn is that a turn on! That and, she even likes my tattoos. Well, gotta run. Who knows, maybe this is what I have been looking for since I turned single. 2005...........be good to me.