Bye-Bye Depression!
It's going away! I think it's actually freaking going AWAY!!! This is so exciting! Hopefully there will be no more sad, depressing entries and me bitching about things everyone else simply keeps to themselves! Lol, anyhow... that just makes me happy. This weekend I went to Lake Cumberland with my mom, chaz, britt (sis), and sharon. It was so much fun! The weather was amazing for the most part and although i burnt my lips and they're given me hell, i wish I could go to the lake every weekend. I'm so sick of work and everything about it. I just can't stand the drama and the pure retardedness of it. I can't wait to go off to college just so i don't have to work there all of the time. The shock of leaving home is slowly getting less and less. Some friendships are slowly drifting apart, so i figure leaving won't really be that big of a deal, because it was bound to happen anyways. Friendships aren't forever and they never will be.. that's my experience anyhow. Maybe adult friendships will last a really long time, but teenagers are far to selfish to hold on to friendships. They're too interested in rounding up the next bunch of people to give them tons of attention and tell them how 'amazing' they are. I found out recently that the thing that gets under my skin the most out of EVERYTHING in this world is too much self-love. I can't take it anymore. No one is perfect, so stop kissing your own damn ass constantly!!! MY GOD!! I know that's really mean to say, and i don't hate anyone for loving themselves WWAAAAAY too much, but it's just EXTREMELY annoying! I just can't comprehend how people walk around all of the time saying, "im so beautiful and awesome! im so talented and smart and pretty and desired!" does anyone find this attractive? anyone at all? If you were to hear someone you know write/say these things all of the time, wouldn't you be put off and repalsed? Alright, i need to stop thinking about this before I start to stress myself out... lol, this was my bitchy entry for the week. hope you enjoyed ;)