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mostly i feel very meek and inoffensive, which i think a lot of people detect and resent me for it. most of all i just want to be left alone, at peace. there is too much hate in most people and i understand. i understand it's unavoidable, and that this is the world. it isn't going to change. I'm trying to change. I want to be less uptight at times, less serious, i need to be or i'm going to burn out quickly. im wound up. My dream is a place where everything is simple and no one has to talk about anything at all.