well...

[wtf_brandi]

i feel like hell right now... ohh && im working on quiting cursing && smoking anything at all... IM DONE!! hmm well yeah last night i cry'd for like ever... it suck'd... i broke up with clint this morning in a note && i feel awful c'os of the note he gave me this morning that i hadnt read until just a short time ago... its noo good... tyler && billy gave me until wednesday, they made a bet on how long it was going to last && i talk'd to tyler last night... i dont know... && i talk'd to nick last night for a while && he just told me to do what i want to do && i did but i just feel horrid about the things that are going to happen b/c of this whole ordeal... i mean im sure wewont be as close as before && he may never want to talk to me again && that would just kill b/c i love talking to the guy && i honestly do like him but the way he is reminds me of this one other person that i just cant seem to get over && i cant take it... i just want to die... i dont know... but yeah i have had a TON of crap on my mind && last night talking to nick felt ohh soo good... i mist him like krazy && he felt bad for me thinking he hate'd me && told me to NEVER think that again... so yeah he wasnt mad... he just had stuff going on... && im gonna try to start talking to tyler again 'cos i miss talking to him all the time... he was one of my most trust'd friends then we just stop'd talking one day... but im gonna go now.. byyeees!!
-shane((brandi))