nostalgia is setting in
so yeah i've been at college for like 2 months now... i love it... there are amazing people and all... its just that their totally different from my friends at home.. and sometimes i really miss the security of my NEPA girls... someone was always on a diet so i didn't have to worry about seeing all these fries and crap b/c i knew that someone was going through what i was... and here its like everyone eats everything and i've been trying not to but its hard... i've been gaining weight and its really been bothering me a lot. i worked so freaking hard to lose it but its like i lost my willpower or something. i don't know... i just need the feeling of being home right now.. people here know me but not really really... the closest people to it are ash and christa. i feel like i can tell them anything... but its weird b/c i still don't know everyones reactions to what i say yet... i know how my friends at home react i know what i can tell them and what i can't... its hard not knowing what to say. i don't know i'm just kidna sad right now.. i need to find something to cheer me up or at least keep me occupied so i don't think about it. oh well... i guess thats it for me