wow
so i was just on here fuckin around and i was reading some of my previous entries... holy shit i was really messed up... it made me realize how much i've grown over the past year... you know those "amazing people" i was hanging out with last summer??? haha yeah right.. i was being completely naiive and it really pissed me off... people kept tellin me gina theyre not good... like danielle.. but i didn't want to belive them when they were right from the start...
so anywho since then its been really good...i've made new friends, become closer with people that i never used to be that close with.. and even made amends with danielle which is really sweet... i'm trying to hang as much as possible before Arcadia in the fall... i'm really gonna try to keep in touch with all of my old friends but i don't know if thats possible... i hate saying that but i can't lie... itll be easier with some people like karissa and danielle who will b in philly with me but its gonna be hard for maura and laur... senior week was amazing... i never lived in a house with that many girls before but it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be... i've decided to stop being who everyone thinks i should be and just be myself..
as i said to karissa in physics this year "if boys in this society like a girl with a tan, then boys in this society can kiss my pale ass" i used to think i was like that but i really wasn't... even now i struggle with it though i am getting better :)
well i should go but i felt the need to write something and tell everyone how stupid i was last year... i'm sorry if my stupidity affected anyone negatively
so anywho since then its been really good...i've made new friends, become closer with people that i never used to be that close with.. and even made amends with danielle which is really sweet... i'm trying to hang as much as possible before Arcadia in the fall... i'm really gonna try to keep in touch with all of my old friends but i don't know if thats possible... i hate saying that but i can't lie... itll be easier with some people like karissa and danielle who will b in philly with me but its gonna be hard for maura and laur... senior week was amazing... i never lived in a house with that many girls before but it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be... i've decided to stop being who everyone thinks i should be and just be myself..
as i said to karissa in physics this year "if boys in this society like a girl with a tan, then boys in this society can kiss my pale ass" i used to think i was like that but i really wasn't... even now i struggle with it though i am getting better :)
well i should go but i felt the need to write something and tell everyone how stupid i was last year... i'm sorry if my stupidity affected anyone negatively