where have i been....
Many of my friends have been wondering where i have been, and other then vague facebook updates I have really withdrawn from the world. IN general I would say that my life hit the fan in feb. when again i was diagnosed with viral meningitis... When I returned to work i was told my job was on the line due to missing work. My job set me up so there was no way I would be able to fulfill the request they put down. I tried and I worked hard to do so. Come May I took 2 days off to attend a wedding and they fired me. the whole work thing was much more complicated then I am writing but you get the just.. I had been interviewing at this time and I was told I was the number one candidate for a job i really wanted.. due to being a government job.. things have been slow at best and although i interviewed on May 1st.. i have not started or been officially given the job. So I've been out of a career job for over a month now. I have picked up some shifts at my part-time job but just enough to get by. My sleep and my emotions are completely scattered and i just want to hide. In all honesty, the last 16 months have been really good with jessi and she has put up with a lot, from me being on predisone, to me being in the hospital, to me having no money, etc... Tonight we had a rough night... I hope it's just a rough day and not a start of a spiral..the details of that I will keep between her and i. To say it in the most mild form, I am very blah and tend to be avoiding people, calls, texts, email and other out reaches to communicate with me. Just wanted to update......
ps. my brother and his wife has a baby boy, he's good and healthy and very cute........
ps. my brother and his wife has a baby boy, he's good and healthy and very cute........