LIFE SUCKS
Wow, my life is just spinning so fast. I feel like I am in the middle of a crowded room screaming at the top of my lungs and no one notices....I know that's how a lot of people feel, but I've never had it this bad before. Everything seems to just be a big ol' mess right now. A friend of the family is almost on her death bed....she coded the other day and they had to page the CPR team and thankfully they got her back. Its so weird how different the same situation can be. At work during the CPR code it's nerving but nothing like when you know the person personally and that's who all the chaos is about. Unfortunately, they only give her 2 years max to live. It just makes you feel so hopeless. Then my student loans are all fudged up and there's never ending problems with financial aid. Then waiting to here from nursing schools is frusterating....one wants to know if you're going to go with the for the program but I am still waiting to hear from my first choice but this other school needs a definite answer soon. I have both car insurance due soon and I have to buy 4 books for my summer classes....that right there will be about $1200 total. I have to work 2 12hour days a week which are draining. I havea mile long list of dr. appointments. Plus, I have to go to class and keep up with my homework. During the summer I have 3 classes at WSU and one class at U of D....then nursing school starts in the fall. I just feel like I am never going to get a break and that I don't have time to take care of all the above issues. I hardly ever get to hang out with my friends which sucks. Its just so exhausting and physically draining. I once contemplated med school...wow, now I know there's no way I would ever be able to survive. I just feel like I am falling into this deep hole and can't get out.
How do you college people survive? Is it 2009 yet, so I can be getting ready for graduation?????? jk lol. Once this semester is over I think I will be okay...my summer classes don't seem to bad. I have Elementary Algebra at U of D (incase I go there for nursing), then I have anthropology, history, and humanitites at WSU.
Hang in there everyone this semester is almost over!
How do you college people survive? Is it 2009 yet, so I can be getting ready for graduation?????? jk lol. Once this semester is over I think I will be okay...my summer classes don't seem to bad. I have Elementary Algebra at U of D (incase I go there for nursing), then I have anthropology, history, and humanitites at WSU.
Hang in there everyone this semester is almost over!