Nov 09, 2005 21:29
How come every time she gets pissed off at something all of a sudden everyone is a worthless piece of shit who doesn't ever do anything....all of a sudden no one respects her and she's a slave for us. Every single time she gets mad at something she brings every little thing up....even if it's something that happened months ago.....she of course is perfect and if you dare call her out on something you have no respect. It pisses me off when she tells me that I never do anything.....she couldn't survive a week of my life. I wake up at 4:45am 4-5 days out of the week....she doesn't role out of bed until 6:30....by that time I am out of the house...and she still gets home at night before I do. I work 12 hour days go to school full time...but yet I don't do a dame thing. I've offered to pay rent.....I even wrote her a check before to help pay for some stuff but she ripped it up. I've offered to grocery shop for her on my days off and she said no. I left gummy bears sitting on my dresser and my dog got them and ate them.....then the dog got sick on the carpet...yea, I should've known better then to leave them out but I walked out of the room and forgot they were there. I apologized and I feel bad that I made my dog sick but now all of a sudden I am this worthless person who has no respect. I don't do anything right and I never help out. Well, I've offered to shop and pay rent but I've been turned down. How many times have I had to run out to get her dinner when she's driving past the place where she wants the food from on her way from work?? At least once a freakin week....do I complain .... no I wouldn't dare. She tells me that I don't do anything around here??? I walk the dogs at least 1-2 times a week and Sarah is suppose to do the same but does she???? Fuck no....she's only walked the dogs once or twice in the past 6 months.
I know I get upset sometimes but I don't tell everyone around me that they're worthless and good for nothing. I am human I make mistakes and I don't make that many. She may thinks she's perfect but she ain't. I know she's left gum, ham, frozen chicken, and hamburger meat down on the counter before.....all on different occasions.....and the dog ate every last bite...she must of forgot about that part.
I've taken you out to dinner many of times and paid for her and my sister......I fill her car up with gas a lot of times and don't ask for the $$$$ back......if I didn't like you or respect you I wouldn't do those things. Cuz I respect you and wanted to repay you for everything I bought you a $350 Coach purse...if I had no respect for you I would've gotten you something from the dame dollar store. I've learned that sometimes in life it's better to just get over things and let things go....but no everytime something tips her off everything is thrown back in your face. I am honestly losing respect for her but the way she treats us...she can never talk no it has to be screaming at the top of her lungs....and no one is allowed to say a word to defend themselves or say their part.....why would they she's perfect and she knows all. It's just soo frusterating I feel like I am soo beyond busy half the time and then to have someone tell you that you don't do anything....is really frusterating. I am truly offended but can I talk to her about it....fuck no. I work 12 hour shifts....study for hours...and go to class...walk the dogs....clean my room and bathroom.....school and homework alone is so time consuming as it is.
All well....I guess working my ass off isn't good enough and I have no respect so why ever try so freakin hard????
Sorry, guys since I can't talk to her I just have to rant it off here.....
I am sure by now people know who I am talkin about.
Peace Out