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Oh my God... I honestly could like slap myself right now! I just wrote out ALL of my new year's resolutions (took me like 45 minutes) and accidentally hit backspace and the page went back and it erased ALL of it :(
SO..here I go AGAIN...
Resolution #1
Reduce my worrying.
People who know me relatively well have probably heard me do some worrying that a majority of people wouldn't normally worry about. I spend wayyy too many moments worrying about things I can't control. It would be impossible for me to not worry about anything this year, so I simply hope to worry about things that I can help, because worrying about uncontrollable circumstances just isn't healthy. And yes, I put this one first, because I think it's something that has affected my life a great deal in the past year or so.
Resolution #2
Eat healthier.
I'm definitely not the healthiest eater. I'll be honest. I would so much rather go through a drive-thru than get out and have to go into like Subway, for example. I've never understood why Subway doesn't have a drive-thru, I would seriously go there more often! I need to eat out less and cook more for myself. Let's be honest, eating out gets expensive and considering the fact that I don't have a job this semester, it's not my money, and I sometimes feel really guilty spending my parent's money like it's mine. So, in that, I'm going to try to be healthier and cook more for myself. But honestly, I really want to be healthier this year, not only for my physical health, but it will help my self-esteem and make me emotionally healthier.
Resolution #3
Reduce my sweet tea intake.
Oh wow. This one is going to hurt. I have a minor, okay, why lie? I'm obsessed with this "drug". Sweet tea is like my best friend. It always makes me feel better and I can always count on it to ease my mind if I drink it at a restaurant that is approved (by me) to have "good" sweet tea. Not the nasty processed mix-with-water kind...yuck!...but the fresh brewed-still sorta warm-melting ice sweet tea. That stuff is the shit! :) But it's really fattening, so lessening my intake of it it would probably help with my desire to lose weight this year. Ever since I gave up all soda... sweet tea, water, and juice are the only things I drink. I really love water and drink a good amount a day, but if I'm in a restaurant that serves good sweet tea, I'll never pass it up. But from now on, I need to limit myself to like one a day, at most!
Resolution #4
Spend less time on the computer.
I'm sure every person that just read this (if you know me well) just laughed out loud. Go ahead, laugh it up! But, I'm being serious. I am like obsessed with AIM, Facebook, live journal, myspace, my email...basically anything I have a membership to. You name it, I probably have it and I probably check it EVERY day! I really ought to spend more time outdoors or at least listening to music, reading, something that gets me away from this addiction!
Resolution #5
Meet more people.
I don't care if it's at a bar, a club, the mall, Rumours, or even my lovely sorority sisters, I need to meet some damn people to expand my "people-knowing-horizon"! Some of you probably will agree! :)
Resolution #6
Exercise more.
I need to go to the gym at least 3 times a week. I'm hoping by summer if not spring break, to lose weight, or at least look and feel better. It's not the actual exercise that bothers me, to be honest, I enjoy working out because I know it's helping my body. It's just the "let's go to the gym" that I never want to do. I really need to change my attitude and start going. Plus, my parents are like paying for it, and it's not fair to them that it's just wasting away. So, in that, I'm going to try and go more. If you have a membership to gh&fc or even southwest, make me go! Encouragement is the best way to get me to exercise.
Resolution #7
Do well in school.
Not that I haven't been doing well already, I just want to continue this and not let other things get in the way of me staying on top of my school work.
Resolution #8
Have a more organized room.
While this will most likely never happen, I need to do this. It annoys me every weekend when I have to pick up after myself because obviously no one else is going to! haha! But seriously, I need to work on this! Though it would be nice if the closets fit more than like 2 t-shirts. I honestly can't fit all my flippin clothes in there and it's soo annoying! But nonetheless, it would be nice not to have to continue to this every week.
Well, that's all I can think of as of now. Considering this is the second time I've typed and thought all this out, I really need to stick to these. I will be physically and more mentally healthy! :) And who doesn't wanna be that?
Hope this wasn't too painfully long! xoxoxo..