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so i know none of you will read this but i am just writing it to get my feelings out so i dont hurt myself, so of course like my life is, my high rollercoaster had to come to a crashing halt, so things have been just fine, i love my friends, i love my classes, i love working for my trainer, but my mom always has to ruin things, i cant stand my life anymore, she expects so much out of me, just because were poor, well i shouldnt have all that pressure on me, she wants my grades to be good,while having to do a tone of chores and help aroudn the house, "you dont do anything aroudn the house" its liek wtf am i suppose to do,dont fucking worry about the house, worry about payibng the bills, who cares how the house looks, she wonders why we have such a crappy relationship, ITS CUZ OF HER GOD DAM DRINKING!!!, i found it so funny that she said me gettting coffee every morning is adding up to much and yet she gets alcohol more regularly and its more expensive, we.
i am done with life
i hate it
i am done with life
i hate it