Dec 03, 2004 14:59
Hey..look this is me updating my livejournal i havent writting in in forever. i think the reason i haven't updated it because i sed i didnt have anything interesting to write..and my life pretty much sucked...well since then yah nothing changed. i have a job...mcdonalds..and i finsished up driving school.I have three more on roads now and then i can get my lisence.So that should be pretty good. and yah me and lauren havent talked in ages..and its really weird. but i guess thats cuz im a shitty friend..but me and her have been a little better latley.We havent been hanging out or anything but we've had a couple long talks..and shes been around for me. And wow..i dunno. ive been hanging out with jessica alot latley and shes wicked awsome. and did hang with stephanie alot but we argue alot cuz all she wants to do is hang out with boys instead. i got my nose peirced...umm and im doing okay in school. but im never happy and i hate it, and i know why but nothing to be throwing around.But theres just some fucked up shit thats been going on..i just know who to trust..and i dont understand why a FRIEND wouldnt make the right choices, to make me happy, and just make someone kill me more and more everyday because of them.wow..i dunno but i updated. ill try to keep up
i miss him so much