well its LOVE, MAKE IT HURT
yeah, it has deffinatly been a long time since i updated this fucking thing. not sure how long but i think i have to start a little bit again. ive just been working a real lot lately, and its cuz i need money, for driving school and shit, so i can get my fucking high school and lisence done with and get the fuck away from this place, and from all the bull shit drama that goes on here. Well todays my birthday, and a pretty shitty one, worst ive had actually. im not doing anything today, bbut it is only 430..but im sure the only person i want to see doesnt give two shits on if im happy on my birthday or not..yeah i dont know ill prob end up going to the mall with my mom..fun..condsidering i didnt even get a happy birthday from her at all today.i guerss laylet ive just been hanging out with Lauren alot, i actually hung out with jodie one day after work, even tho it was for like 2 hrs it was nice. me lauren and jess went to the game the other weekend and it was alright and me and lauren went downtown, and i got blamed for breaking someones window in at friends, funny shit i didnt get in trouble tho.ive been having a hard time latley, with not being happy, and being in a stressful mood. i try hard in school and i think i might actually be passing everything right now, which is amazing.. im celebrating my birthday on friday, i kicked my mom out of the house for the night and im having a LITTLE GET TOGETHER u fags who thinks im having a fucking keg party dont go if im not your friend why would i want u at my house celebrating my birthday...hmm...,love sucks...and i hate school...im sick of being tired and in a bad mmod..why cant life just go right for once and me get what i deserve..i dunno but i guess thats about it i cant be happy,i work at mcdonalds and go to school and do hw and im fat.......
life, its good alright...