Jun 10, 2007 17:52
I am VERY confused right now. I am so upset with the way my life is going. The boy I like is still in love with his ex girlfriend. He doesn't want me around when she is around. He doesn't want us being anything more than friends. I agree with him. Because when we are together we fight constantly. He's very Hot headed and I am very stubborn. It's just that I can't stand not being with him. I get so lonely and bored. we've been hanging out 24/7 for months now. To just stop hanging out with him is hard. I love the kid, but i hate him at the same time.
I don't even have a job to keep my mind off of him. Or a car to hang out with other people. which makes it even harder. Gahhh. Soo lame. I need a new life. <\3