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so i don't understand calculus...what else is new.
and instead of trying to figure it out i'm writing this.
i've realized a lot about myself this past week.
i have made a LOT of mistakes in my life...
a huge one recently.
and it's like i have no conscience.
i know what i did was wrong.
but a year ago, i would have lost nights of sleep over it.
now i just blow it off like nothing.
what have i become?
and i get annoyed far too easily.
it's very sad.
the littlest thing sets me off and i won't want to speak to you for a day or two.
i'm so immature it's ridiculous.
yet i wasn't always this way.
sigh.
i want to go back to freshman year.
i was nice and innocent.
what am i now?
and instead of trying to figure it out i'm writing this.
i've realized a lot about myself this past week.
i have made a LOT of mistakes in my life...
a huge one recently.
and it's like i have no conscience.
i know what i did was wrong.
but a year ago, i would have lost nights of sleep over it.
now i just blow it off like nothing.
what have i become?
and i get annoyed far too easily.
it's very sad.
the littlest thing sets me off and i won't want to speak to you for a day or two.
i'm so immature it's ridiculous.
yet i wasn't always this way.
sigh.
i want to go back to freshman year.
i was nice and innocent.
what am i now?